& Fashion Sense .

2007-02-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

IVE MOVED.

STROKEOFBEAUTY.BLOGSPOT.COM

BYEBYEPEOPLEEE.

why do all good things come to an END?

2007-01-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

im feeling superly disgusted cann. heh. Ika & dyk would feelthatwaytooiftheyknew.
its like wtfh is up with her. fine, maybe we're not suppose to care bout her life & whatnot lur but we're her friends so TOO BAD, DUDE.
Stop faking for the sake of gaining jelousy will you? it hurts him if he were to know you love cause others are busy chasing him shit.
its like. kinda gaining popularity tru his name ya'know. we dont really like the fact you're acting all so menyampah-ish.
super ewwwish lurh. sayang glur uh ngan kau ni macam. ur turning into someone just like HER. &&dare you say she's all so ewwwwwwww cause like 24 jam with youknowwho.right luh cannn. i bet there's no commenting in ur blog dets enabled cause if not ur b flooded by critics. :) so sad for you, nolifeperson.
oh yea, i better go shower now siow.like im still in bed can. am supposed to meet iddy and faris for mugging <33. heeh. oh shucks.lifesucks.
anyone care to help?
HEHEHE.
♥ilovesingaporeeeee♥

2007-01-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

hello people :)

hahhaha. American idol is <33333333. hahah. made me not do my homework at all..

In the midst of me and my mom watching the show.

*sister stomps in room*
sis:*started singing titanic song*
mom:congratulations, you've on board the american idiot.
sis:ehhhh, my friends all say i sing nice okehh
mom:your friends ears are full of waxxxxx.

HAHAHA.

ehh, imissmydude.

WHO WANNA WATCH HEROES WITH ME ON 31ST JAN?i looove the ad. i mean i cant wait fr the show to come out !!! i think its so nice :) heh, any movie daters? =P

2007-01-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

i<3myidea.

yay. ILOVEGALAH.

&&imbored cause im being tormented by undone hw and unrevised test notes due TOMMOROW which comes in like an hour's time??.

im sick and tired of all th' crap. no one's gonna do that. so stop it.

iluiluiluiluiluilu/.whymustyouwork.NIGHTshiftsagain?:/

some random pics

2007-01-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

here are some rANDOM pics ive decided to finally post after some decades agoooo.

hahah. &the bwh blck pics never fail to make me laugh. :)

me and dyk obviously being bored people in the bus..

omg. i look SPASTIC.

aww.sweet friendship <33

i<3 you babessss.

dont we look like angels?

fika learned that she wasnt a good photographer or just that she hates dyk alotttt.

need any?

wahhh.my eyes big sehh for the ferz timeee.hahhh.

step fierce,step cuute,step half-faced hairless person..

see the supper uggly side. :D

big JAWS. heheh =P

hair obssessed people =)

cool nerds 8)

hows thiss baybeh?

hazel,blaque,grey :)

big moo-mo0.

hey bitches(:

smile baybeh ! =P

kay got loads of assignments for today. gotta start with itt ferz buhbye.

continue sometime later kay cause i really hate resizing the pictures using the laptop.sucks kayys.

TAKE CARE LOVELIES.

heelooooo!!

2007-01-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

oh how much i miss blogger ! like its wayyyyyyy better than livejournal complicatedfuck. hahahah. i like miss this blog so much. ive moved to babybelo.livejournal.com

but i think that'll be temporary since i <3 this blog alot.brings memories. hahaha. livejournal is for me to update and xpress. well, i will still drop by here to upload picxas and etcetc.. IMISSYOU PEOPLE :)

huahuahua...

SYG SAMA KAMOOO. schoolsucks&istone.

("v")Hello2007 Goodbye2006

2007-01-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

Countdown was a whore. I hurt ila. I felt super guilty. I mean like she almost cried.

Im sorry babe. I couldnt make it with csc-ers there. SO sorry. I know it was your last night with mehran and th' guys. Really appreciated you dragging me all the way. IM SO SORRY. i couldnt ease my mind after that. In the cab odw to countdown i wasssss thinking about it all the time. I couldnt sleep lurh can. IM SO SORRY . Well, i hope u guys had fun being drunk together. haha. especially HIMHIM was there .. If i could , i would be there like immediately. Hrmm, maybe lahh.

So i think its down to only us. syed is also going. lynn has gone together with ila and era ystd.Sen is like still with us. i reckon its cause of ika. hrmm, then sheikh and his shahid also left. Ain and baby's batch people are still 2gede wip lurp i ges. but likee, they MIA siolls. haha. so yea. ddint see any of them at all. perhpas cause ive nt been going. now me and ika wants to get the one week notice for resignation asap (: so we can enjoy our arse of after that.IM GONNA miss ~~nurulshafiqaSubadi~~ after that. haha. day after day we never fail not to meet. sharing problems and secrets. fighting(its like a must) . haha. =')

i wanna get kak nora/kak nad/ saf?(dunnoe ehh) sth bfore i go...They coached me lurh i ges. well not really, but like they rawks more than other.

SHOUTOUT ESPECIALLY FOR BAZZILA AND MEHRAN : IM GONNA MISS YOU PEOPLE AND HOPE I CAN MAKE IT TO THE NEXT MIDNIGHT MOVIE. WEll, considering its at town and ur people wanna drink and party after that, i'll see first. im back to school nerd days yea. haha. TO AMALINA , SYED MOHD MA'ARIF aka ayub SHEIKH SHAHMI AND SHAHID. well, goodbye and take care. all the best for your O's next year , lynn. contact always. I'LL MISS YOU ALL. heh.

this is whats so sickening about joining work tht has like 100 over staffs. like u'll get to know them, have fun and then LEAVE. i mean like sad lurh. people who u spent ur hols wif. kan senang kalau jadi salesperson. only meet your boss and a few others. its easier to say goodbye to TWO then a HUNDRED.

<33 YOU ALORTS , jihan.

p/s-jangan luper tolak numbe ! aku tkleii masok msn/frenster susa nk bobal ngn krng2. ive alrd missd ekin's number. but saf has it so yea. i hate being in sec two. grh. needa sch still =P

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Some Random picx :D I LOVE MY HOTHOT FRIENDS.! haha.

1st pic: me and shafiqah bored at werk . i was called emo-er of the day.freakk!

2nd: FIDAH IS HOOOT.

3rd: i was bored at the toilet so dcided to give hym an mms. since he cant audio msg/videocall.

4th: i dunnoe why i lorve this pic. its like..we look like angels from above ! heh

5th: i made this when it was like her bdae or sth i think.

6th:haha. so0o0per kusyuk sehh.random tau !

7th:she's pretty eh ? single plak twuh ! =P

8th: Angels urh beb. Heavenly uh

9th:two sweetcakes. heh. one for one.

10th: i didnt where was i or who snapped this. i 0nly knew the pic was in my hp.hah. seriously scary seh. wth was i doing seh.

Send instant messages to your online friends http://asia.messenger.yahoo.com

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2006-12-31T02:49:00.000+08:00

i wonder why the joy of some people's life is by making other's life miserable.

Fine, i didnt care&i wont. Both of you seriously can go fuck yourselves luhh. No, actually, just one of you lurh.

eh kiwek, here's my nick for YOU.yea, thank me alot. "kau kalau tak ade buah blei kate pe nk bwuay. tkya nk mcm bunge uh bacen ! skrng zmn ape sak?MAMPOS tknk perh lu?hrp2 ko amek lesen kene langga lori. aku cnfirm hepi beb! "

btw, i think all i need now is my friends. seriously. thanks uh :) aku rase you go get a life and i'll watch you mourn through it , miserably .

i think i <3 enemies. they give me some spice in life. hah. or else it would be rather dull dont you think?

LOVES,jihan .

Hello

2006-12-18T21:31:00.001+08:00

.well,here to update on what happen just n0w..

Iddy met up wif me after traing 2 studydate.i was half an hr late!haha.sorry beb.met her at tanah merah..she was busy reading!

Haha.then blablabla.we didnt really study in the end.chitchat only.the climax of 0ur date was wen iddy was left to sit beside ron while i bought fries.haha!guess who r0n was;r0nald macd0nald.haha

She was practically having a c0nv. wif hym.asking hym to get 2 n0e each other,st0p smiling,0pen hys pants,make faris jeles wen he cums.wtf.i cudnt st0p larfing l0r.

Haha.al in al funey lah can.seeing the both of you..brings back mem0ries.

Loads love,
Jihan<3

- This blog was updated through my M1 mobile phone.

2006-12-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

yay. omg. i finally can post; again ! like i miss my blog alot.

shit. i really need to chnge the skin and whatnot , right? hrmm,well no time.

since i hogged the net by looking at friendster pictures.

darn, reminds me i havent updated new pics at my other friendster account. like shittish..

hrmm, so im at my friend's haus. planned to go queensway with fika.. but as usual, her lazy ass can only be dragged to tampines.so we're still planning..

updateS? too much to type sehh.. DARN, AMIRUL'S CUTEEEEEE. heh. ok. back to this..

game's dae cuming up.. i wanna be the runner. i guess? marshall duty will suck with those faces on..so yea..

school homework? not done at all baybeh. i need the time & internet to get it going..

shit, i soooper hate ina, fidz and myrah forrrrrr....finishing their werk and all..like nabila is setie <3

hehe. so yea. hrm, i must dye my hair black by the 30th seii.. but whatever ! i need the colour for countdown i ges? hahas. serious.. ! okok. i sstill dunnoe where to head for countdown. got a phamplet for MOS. but hell no...i need friends along.. (:

TO BLOGGERS, TAG ME ~~tho i know im not blogging as often nimore..and no more pixas to look at~~.

i feel like i have no life..&&my blog is super dead.

lets say goodbye

♥JIHAN⅍

2006-11-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

hello people ! (= yay . i finally can blog. haha, however its cause i am at my friend's hse..

updates: aku malas nk type sumer so i will update only the impt things...

my hp got spoiled. i went into the jacuzzi with my one month old hp and my one dae old 1 gb memory. omg. all got destroyed. sim card was at the verge of death too :( now i got nothing...absolute nothing.

my net...i only can chat at msn and visit my blog.. i cant post, go friendster or blogg. mcm pukimak kan idop aku?
hah.. balasan untok aper entah eh...

ina, im just as scared as euu.. grrr..

2006-11-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

Today is superr boring. Tk jadie klua. Id rather rot at home and hog the net.

Found something funny my sister showed me.

The video is cool but here’s the lyrics.(may nt seem interesting bt go see the video)-its on at youtube ! :D [search mr brown show-the first result]

Omg . my dad just showed me the cartoon version. Like uber cool.

Go see ! http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/...56/?offset=200

“don’t talk cock in parliament”-singapore’s history. ALL ABOUT SINGAPORE

Sang Nila, Utama
Saw a lion, alamak
Name the village singapura
Then run very far
Years later, ang mo came
Stamford Raffles was his name
Pose for statues very nice
We kenna colonize

Singapura very strong
Big guns all, pointing wrong
Japanese, came on bikes
Invade us from our backside
War is over, ang mor back
Singaporeans no respect
Commies come, make a fuss
Singapore independence!

I live in singapura,
It’s not a perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in singapura
Though it’s kind of crazy
We win other country

David Marshall, Lim Yew Hock
National Anthem starts to rock
Yusoff Ishak the big man
Guess who’s PM?

Malaysia say, come join me
Two of us be same country
Then not happy
Then make pm cry

Pm Lee lead country
Build jurong and HDB
Made the country clean and green
Opposition cannot win
JB jeya no more funds
Chee soon juan wont eat his buns
Lim how doong, what a goon
“don’t talk cock” in parliament

I live in singapura
It’s not a perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Kick out from Malaysia cup
Michael faye pain in the butt
S-league, tea dancing
Ah beng loves modern talking
MacDonald’s hello kitty
Everyone drink bubble tea
Crushing cockroach Margaret Chan
James lye is The VR Man

Reclaimation, tuas causeway
Malaysian water, buay ho sei
Mahathir’s friend, datuk anwar
Mahathir says he’s chow ah quah

NDP, aunties rush
Everyone it’s fun to flush
Bubble gums are all banned
Ask ur friends buy from Thailand

I live in singapura
It’s not a perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Driving car, not funny
Bid on cars with COE
ERP, road tax
PARF until I want to barf
IR locals have to pay
Foreign talents are okay
Housing estates upgrade by
Contractors who go pok kai
IMF come must smile more
Want to protest go indoor
LRT not so fast
Newater they laugh at us

I live in singapura
It’s not a perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Baby bonus, maid levy
Singtel shares give out for free
Jack neo, kit chan
Sexy pastor , ho yeow sun
Beckham parties with models
Has affairs but noone knows
s-league , go world cup
can come true , if they don’t suck
mahathir then Abdullah
bar top dancing at the bars
budget airlines start to pak
stop speaking singlish lah!
Gay is ok say PM
Sm lee go be MM
Pm lee the same name
Here we go all over again

I live in singapura
It’s not a perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

THE END

Talked to three people last night. Last fone call was conference. But tak tau ape hal terletak at two plus. Then ika kaled me. Told her we shudnt continue cause zahir alrd going off to terengganu or whatnot. He owes me a movie& a souvenir. (: syggggg kau.

2006-11-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

Fucker. Why THAT SCH’S[shall save the sch’s name lah..aku baek hati] stoodents have to change so rapidly. Esp HER. Omg. She sucks can. To think I use to love her most even tho we weren’t close. To think she was my *****[I don’t prefer to say it out]. To think the other her was nice!I HATE YOU BLARDYFUCKER. Maggot much. I wish you were never a part of my/our lives. I hate you.

You and your thousand and one reasons.it never ends. Seriously.

Fuck lah! Its not envy ok, serious.im gettink it straight. Aku cume myampah la sial. These TWO are always there. Hah. Tell me how am I to be der?

If you hate and despise us, clarify lah.

Why so malu? Why so sial ? I hate you to the core. Those memories..are so erased. Never would I wanna meet another betraying soul as long as I live. I’d rather befriend enemies then have good friends like you who live to betray the next.

You & her may be pretty. Heard both of you are developing to be known in YOUR school. But so what ? so what if you’re not faithful to the ones who cared? We damn cause we cared ! Ie hate you. Eu came baq wif a fucken ~~other side of eu~~.short skirt crapp? Hah. I bet you got it from them right? Wdv. I wouldn’t care.

I know your kawan2 satu2 lawar. They’re fucken pretty kan ?they bitchier right?they’re ur twinzie RIGHT? I feel like stabbing you lah kimek.

Hey, just wanna say pandai2 lah kau jager diri kau pompuan. They and me are so fucking out of you people’s lives. We don’t need/want to care okay. I may still be her&her friend. But never your’s anymore. At least they give their slightest concern, though its THAT little. I wanna kill you please. !

HELLO liyana, please tag me kay woman. Don’t just visit. Thanks.

Grrrrrrrrrr. Also, I wanna tell you I hate herrrrr so much ! hehe . stepp kau paham ajerr. Tapi kalau kau paham lagiiii baguuuuus.

2006-11-18T00:23:00.001+08:00

ME, Mardhiah LOVES Jihan many many to rocks and stones. She's lovely, and drop dead gorgeous! :D many many smiles from me to you.

Anyways, I was the one who posted the previous post for her. I was the one who edited the images. If they're badly resized, then it's my bad.

SEE YA,
Mardhiah @ -deadletters.blogspot.com

2006-11-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

Updates since eons ago..

Summarized.

Dunnoe when to when… been hngging out with ika after her werk ends at nine thirty. Somedays teman her tru her werk time…mac send me home couple of times (= cause It was going to be morning.

5th November…
jalan rayer with ex czpians.

WAS CATASTROPHIC. Some people had to go moody and whatnot but fcuk it . the rest was fun plus kecohrable tho we were desprate and didn’t really know where to head cause everyone so sombong didn’t want us to come. LOL. Fuckers . but whattheheck.
Hrms, the planned soooo didn’t go accordingly. Wanted to visit teaching staffs on the first day but tk leii cause the teachers like all not free. DUMBDUMBS, hoho.blablabla.
First day, more girls than guys.
Headed home at around:12 plus pm nearly one am. Mr him was so nice to have stayed awake and picked me up from mac.

two things pretty & kyter envy (:

its all about us , babe.

us at her hse. Notice I had to bend so much.heh

two twinz at the front. Heh. Cm btol jerk.

swit2 bngat.

fika had to support me and nini. lol

reflection in the bus.

tk tired perh?haha.

kyter forever.breakup never.

reddies in front. Lacies bhind.

kwn baek aku yg tercinte.

mrs raihan rocks ! :D
amcm?bleyy dpt tk?keke..

6th nov..

jalan rayer with them again. Second round.. blablabla. May the pictures speak a thousand words. LOL. && my partner for these two days was AHMAD. Heh =) more guys than girls today. Went hm arnd the same time. Today, the guys macam baek ajerr.
I had four bodyguards sending me home :D like thanks.

when blaque and yellow meets. !

groovy green & cool green. Heh.

6 person shot yg tk menjadi. Only managed to capture four people.

tell me the photographer sucks. LOL.

fiqa me. My partner. Her partner. BADUT MACAM ROCKS ! heh. Giant freakazoid.

ignore the behind. heh

swit. Step cute. Step fierce. Average gerl.

aini tk snono!!!! Btw that’s her ever so stoning guy.

zahir is sooo.. excluded.

whats with the face sehh. But nice button. heh

part of our jiwe bros and sis. Hah,wth. CZ FAMILY.

mcm kental ader lahh ?

mcm mine forever ahh.

zahir and MR X.

mat2 tk btol lepak dlm baju rayer.

its like a geisha movie.

me ika and nabila’s hand. heh

khai, faisal , farhan. Omg. Fai2 is so rich even in pictures. SHIT YOU.

sumer muke boring siot !

sbarnye aku mendak.. hah.

faisal’s rich partner. Hah. Nabila makes a better rich partner I ges.

I bet she’s larfing. Haha. I know u too well.

zahir, my fone and his barbell. WHICH GRACE(LJS WORKER)THREW INTO THE DUSTBIN (= abeh amek amad nyer dhen amad amek fuad nyer. lol

two khais and a dimple

sucky eyes.pouty lips[bckgrnd]

ACBC !

heh. Calling maheera perh bwoy ? tsk2.

supposed picture of khairul.

giant and two elves.

COLGATE :D

budak lelaki melayu zaman terkini.

they’re obsessed wth themselves ahh.

macam love gitwuh !

mat jo, si badut yg giant dan si amat iriitating ! hah. He was mad with me after I hit him hellishly..heh

broder lurps

SUPER picture perfect. Cinta sama lu !

hah.. close up?

That all folks

8th nov..
jalan rayer with 2e1 kids.

Hehe. They rocked a lot okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. :D I’d forgotten everything alrd so I’ll just post up the pictures . urmmkay. Oh ya, kim, nuan2 and nick is included. My partner for then was KIFFY LOVE. Haha. He played scandal and actually wanted to suap nisa. Tsk2
Went home earlier than expected so met up with ika to tell her a lil sthsth.

we love us !

three bestfriends

red is love.-to them.

muker satu2 slamber

blardypic

SCANDAL much?

maroon babes.

purple is SUPER LOVE.

yellow and brown

cheena friends.

get me right.

makan ajeee.

blurr pics of kimmy is pretty !

confidential talk uhh

nuan2 says TURN ME ON. Hah

little girls don’t bite

look at that cuteeeeee personnnn ! omgosshhhh.

partners for the day (: mcm fake love.

9th nov …

YANI LOVE’S BDAE. Heh. Was first to wish her. Like happy (=

11th nov..

START OF MINE AND IKA’S BET WITH DAYAK DEAR.

“FIVE MONTHS OF SINGLEHOOD (NO KENAL2, NO MAKING FRENZ WITH NEW GUYS, NO STEADS) & WE’LL GET SWENSENS TREAT FROM HER ! as much as I wanna eat :D WOOOOOOAHHH. “… but I find her to kind. She’s like I’ll understand if u cant go tru the five months thingy.(she noes he sounded)
Duwan also ok. I will still blanjer u..

BUT I WANT. I KNOW I CAN ! wooot. Hhehe.

Went outts with mardhiah, nabila and shafiqah on this date.

Heh. Quite fun. Wanted to head for och but blearhhs. RAIN ! fuckkks.

We went round bugis,arab street and vivo[again-_-“]…
That is after my interview with kimmy and the rest near park mall der. Heh.
The job was disgusting. Nono. I meant the boss was uber bitchy. Which made me sooo ready to give up that 10-20 dollars per hr stuff. LOL. (:

I didn’t take pics for this. Like was sooo… malas like that. Hohos.

I love you babes. You define my life.

12th nov..
was craziness but the best fun I had in months/weeks. Heh.
I think the pictures shall say so , eh ? went to watch the grudge 2 for the second time..ferz time Japanese version nyer. Heh. Thnks partner for keeping me warm truout. Lol.

Have been conferencing for dunnoe how many straightdays till six plus in the morning. I letak early today cause tml got kayaking ! rawrr.

babes forever

blaque smells pretty

constipationmuch

crazybunch of humanoids

gee.dyk.ika

iqaxahirbarbell

itsthelifewelive

khai,me,them SMILE.

kyter is love minus zahir

laydee M and dahleeya

dahleeya and yannabelo

looking where siot?

mezahirdude

mysweetestsugercandy.

nabilajihan

nabzika

pictureperfect

shafiqamardsjihan

she’sclassy

stripesequatestoLOVE

tellmeyouloveUS

you taught me how to KILL.

13 nov..

kayaking- first day !

OHMYEFFINGGOSH FUN ! SUPER FUN! I hadn’t been doing water sports for like half of my life and finally…. Yay ! hehe. No pics.. saded much. Just learn two men kayak and some cool movements. Heh, ice cream during rain is love.

14th nov.
confrenced again…and I thank nyz for calling me in the morning or else I wouldn’t be kayaking / certified today.. cause I conference so I overslept. Hehe. But nehmind.
kayaking second day is more love. Hehe. Plastic kayak is degil can?YAY. I GOT CERTIFIED FOR ONE STAR KAYAK. Lol.. more susah but doper fun..
and I forgot to add that I had so many deep scars everywhere due to kayaking ! grrr..
saw those mats fishing from far so after kayak himhim picked me up and went to their fishing plce der. Sat and watched. Heh. Omg. They catch weird things. Shafiq caught an eel . wtf. Then like wanted to golf it back to the sea but tak pass. Jeff jeff. Hehe. Me and eddie just sat around.. abg ik was nice lah. Long time never met him. He showed me whats inside a fish’s mouth. LAWL. Yusri was boney ! hah. That seaweed catcher. Izam was forever irritating. RIDE HOME WAS MY FAVOURITE. Wont wanna elaborate that much or I’ll give a lil too many infos. Keke.
Went home and my ank2 sdare was der. Clashed with dayana , nabilah and fiqah when he was dropping me of at my stairway. Heh. Then played bom2 with them . abehh, carried shamirah all the way forth and back. Was sweating shittishly.

im still thinking about what you said to me… I still cant really see it. I cant accept the fact. Do you damn the new me?since when have I changed? I just don’t know ok. Everytime I meet you up, those words will come out once again. And stop thinking bout developing into a mat. It irks me out, totally. So much for being an anti smoker when we were one. Who did I see puffing out smoke next to me that day?was it just an illusion?or was it someone whom I use to know changing into someone else?i hate you. But I love you.

15th nov..
terwake up late. Woke up at 8.24 am when I was suppose to meet syam at 8.30. LOL. Rushed tru everything and met her at 9.oo am. Teman her to interview . tk dpt . cause GMP was for guys. Lol. They needed much men power. Sososo.. we sat at orchard … buy newspaper help her look for job. Finally got one at cfc building at tamp. Went tangs to meet hakim while he was working. :D he cut his fringe alrd. Lol. Then went to teman syam interview at cfc. Had no where to go after that. Stood here and der with her. Had a hard time thinking where to head. Finally went to century’s food junction. Saw sabirah and izzalina. They met up der to go for tuition. Dey envied us for having so much time till we dunnoe were to go. Waited for ina to get ready and all and met her under her block. Went crazy der calling and calling for jobs. LOL. We were’nt serious at all. I kacaued mimi by calling bob and talking shits with him. MIMI GOT AN ADMIRER. Heh. Mamat was uber nice. Was bob’s and ayie’s fren. Lived at bedok reservoir. Bedok town sec I tink. Age 17. hah. Doesn’t even noe anth about me. Only noes im fourteen. My name:manje(bob named me this)mamat wanted me to turon bedok to meet him but I was like malas lah. Hahah. I didn’t even have any idea who he was. LOL.went eastpoint to get mimi an interview at bata. Then went seven 11 she bought me hello panda as well as one for herself/her bro. hah. Wanted to use posb card but forgotten that we need to puchase 5 bucks and above…then her parents sent me home. Omg. Paisehh bdh ! blablabla..reached home..went out with mom and sis(I dunnoe how to be tired or what !)..only at tm der lah. I still dunnoe what to buy for him and her. Bdae dah lame lepas siot. Sis bought a necklace with a shining letter N for her boyfriend . I wanted to get him a red and black billabong wallet but I wwas clever enuf to not bring money along. Also,im down to zero dollars. Hah.
Blablabla.ate till super full dhen headed home.me being a person not knowing how to be tired, met up with dayak under my block. She said she ended jalan rayer too early and wanna meet us. Since I missed ystd’s meeting when they saw that pmpn gler.!!met her der. Tried contacting ika but tk dpt. Tried and tried. Finally got tru.she cant go down to my plce so we went der.kwn setie mahh.called nabz but no ans. Called nini she was temaning her bf play takraw. She finally told me bout the camp thingy.if I hadn’t call leyy?wtv.talked shittish with them. HIM met up with us while I lepaked with them. Blablabla.dyk took a taxi hm at 11. I went to tamp wif him after that.cycled me der.lepaked again at bwh block. Talked2.. OMG I STILL CANT ACCEPT THE COMMENTS LAH DUDE. Grrrr…dunnid to elaborate much. I finally reached hm at twelve plus. (=

16th nov..

they say they’re going to leon’s chalet. I just knew today. I don’t know if I am going or if I can go. But I don’t think so. Im still thinking when to start doing one question of all my homework. Wtv crap. I am planning to meet ika and dyk at lyg pt der . dyk n me for jb and ika to go to work. Haiiyoo.confirm today must reach hm earlier. Cnt wait for ika to finish werk. Lol. Its like grrrr. Tkper, another day will do.

Must remember all our plans..like sleepover,once a month thingy and trip to Malaysia :D hehe.

Oh ya. Faisal is super crappish. Esp with that engaging message he sent to me and ika. Surprisingly tk send pat dyk. Mayb not nabila too. Agknyer krng lah calon2 dyer..HEH.

KAY AND I HATE MY BRO FOR DELETING THE PICS ME IKA AND DAYAK TOOK WHEN WE LEPAKED AFTER HER WERK,. It was like the only time we post so ewwishly and giler like. We were screaming at the top of our lungs and laughing like cik poN. Grrr ! its once in a lifetime we actually tatau malu until that extend and he he he had to spoil it by deleting the pics. He doesn’t evn noe how to take a picture !!!!!!!! rawr.

So..today I actually met up with ahmad,zahir,fuad,dyk and ika. Hoho. Actually my mum asked me to go out and get her sth so I met up wif them skalie. Haha. Dyk was crazy man. Esp with that mash patato crap that fell onto her leg and looked super mensesly in the bus. We talked abt [her]…crapped a lot . hah. & I reminded her about “zaman aku dengan si pompan tu” … haha. Wtfish. Ika working tml so my plan cnt werk. Tkper. Anoder day, anoder time. Went hm during maghrib :D played uno spin and stress with my small sis before I knock out to sleep. Oh and one more funneyh thing.

I forward this sms to SIX people…took it from khai btw..

“ I’m sorry but I don’t wanna talk 2 u anymore..goodbye 4ever.

Coz my Dr says I shud avoid SWEET stuff..

&ur on top of my SWEET list! (= good nyt awak. Tkcr.”

How many don’t get it that its actually a forward nite2 msg ? how many thinks it’s a msg saying I seriously am not gonna talk to u nimore or how many thinks im gonna die or whatnot.

GUESS WHAT? I realized I got bimbos for friends you know! Out of the six, only one of them knew it was a forward msg cause he didn’t reply anythink nonsensical or sth that made me larf. He replied me anoder forward msg. omg. And to think he was almost retained. LOL.

I’ll show you some replies and my explainations and whtnt.

Frm mc:

He says: (im not so shure coz terdelte) huh?ape u? u tink I deserve this ah?

I said: omg. I cant believe I haf a bimbotic fucker for a friend. Eh hello, go read the sms properly lah gund.

He says: (I cnt rmmber coz I del alrd) yalah. I cant believe u wud to this to me..[ or sth like that lahh. ]

I said: huh?wtf? kau apehal? Read the msg dude. It’s a freaking gdnyt msg ! demam dengue keper siol.

He replied: (I delete alrd) sthsth serious lah.. being oh so fucken silly after my explaination still…

I replied: omg u bimbotic fucker. It’s a forward msg lah bdh ! don’t tell me u dun evn gt the point. Stewwwpidnyer.

He replied: sth like sorry lah I just ate my medicine.. slow sikit.

He replied again: u, promise me that u wont send me that type of msg again… can kill me u noe..dalah 2dae nt my dae….trpranjat maut seh i…nytes tkcr swit dreams luv u..

Frm edd:

He said: (I forgot cause I del) sth like accepting it lahh and then got sad face.

I said: nie lagi satu(this one also)..OMG I realized I got bimbos for frens..hello?forward gdnyt msg?nt serious?sacarsm?suposdly swit?doesnt ring a bell ah?

He said: huh? I seriously mabuk..

I said:haha. Tkpe2… assume the msg as “good nyt sweet dreams tkcr sweet stuff” (:

He said: ya allah. I tot u really mean it seh. Buat I tkt jer. :/

I said:this I swear, is the fuckfunniest moment of my life. Two ppl haf alrd replied so bimboticly..lol..blogging about this is a must…don’t werie..i’ll never leave you[as a friend lah]..

He said: haha… u got me..(den continue smsing like normal)

From shaiful:

He said: u wanna die?[meaning r u gonna die?]

I said:huh?wtfish?lol..nonsence.[im gettink sleepy alrd sia]

He said: den?

I said:hah. Nehmind. U dun get it. Its just a gdnyte msg.

Frm Sideq:

He said:hah, ok..nice knowing you..who ever u are.

I said: (I replied the next day cause I was too lazy to say the same thing over and again) haha. Its just a nite2 msg lah. (sthsthsth-talk like normally)

He said: wahhhh. U bikin me very seram le..

I said: haha. Don’t be scared. Im not that evil.

He said:haha..ok..i’ll keep that in mind.

HAHA. YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN. I COULDN’T SLEEP CAUSE I WAS LARFINK MY ASS OFF ! HAHA. Only nadzmiy got what I meant tru the sms.however, some people slept alrd so there weren’t any replied from them.

&&aku termimpi fika buat sth yg tktersangke.hah.tattoo is yuckish much.

Btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BESTFRIEND. IM SO FUCKEN HAPPY THAT I M THE FERZ TO WISH YOU. I LOVE YOU LOADS ! We bof tot of the same thing. Nk uat pro/hw sesame … as in the whole of us girls. Then I asked her to ask miss faten. Kalau leyh, I wanna do project with her cause ive done most of my project wif her and like since fforever. & I told her if cnt tkper lahh. Then we can just do hw togeder. People like me ina and nabz are lagging bhind perh kan?we’re not super intelligent. So if do togeder u ppl cn help us. Hw like maths u and myrah cn help. For social studies…both of u pro..but fidah has been my history hw do-er cum partner. Heh ! I LOVE YOU BABE. Ur like my ultimate partner…only that sumtymes u go to some unfavourable peeeeeple. Haha.

ENGKAULA KAWANKU,
GARFIELDKU,RAFIDAH
YYYYYY

17th nov..

went job hunting wif ina from one till 8 pm. It was sooooo fucken tiring siot ! hahah. Super tiring. From town near orchard to novena ..round and round we go… then headed bedok. Round and round we go.. met up with bob(mimi’s friend.) saw ayie and SHAKIR there. Haha. Syakir was wif his fammie. Called bby to tell her that. Lol. Stoopid! In the end kan, ader job available tok aku..cumer aku luper.. omg ! I was like rahhh. I got a number of choices lahh. But cerewet jgerk uhh. Cause its sth I will do during my free time mahs.

& now im home and superr tired ! :D

2006-11-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

i dont know ok ! i just dont know. its like omg. FIVE LEHH?not so easy siot.

RAHH. i just wanna kill myself.

mimi gave me an interview. if im rajin enuf i'll go.

MaDiHaMiSi... =) forever .

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouALOT;but i love him just as much too.

you&me . never? =/

and sorry people i'll post pictures asap. my server kinda down now. heh XP

2006-11-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in someone being able to change?do you believe an all time casanova would be a true love for you?do you believe in liking him ?-if u do..do you think its worth it to lose another man who awaits your love and go for him? do you think it's just a teenage shit;monkey love ?Do you think a bad guy has a chance of taking the title as YOUR DREAM GUY? DO YOU?

i think the best person that can answer this is farina :D cause ___ is someone you use to think under BAD list.

2006-11-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

hari rayer- hari ke sembilan(is this how you spell 9 ?)

NP OUTING WAS FUN OKAYY but tell me i hated shafiq's estate . hahs. Well, i loved all the houses i went especially HUmairah,FArina&iddy. oh ya ! fairuz with the guitar toos (: hehes.

i cant clearly remmber which is first and what not so i'll just say what i can.

me , nyz and shu2 went to simei intrchnge 2gde. guess what. we had to wait for prince charming for like dunnoe how long in the scorching weather. aha. baru alek skola so he had his sch bag along.

TELL ME HOW BLIND NADIA IS. i was right infront of her and she smsed me where are you. when shu2 was like just metres away from here see was like mane shu2 eh. LOL and she is like so prasan can?

oh yah. headed to iddy's ferz. hrmm. that princess was already ready in white at home. they served some mee which is so pedas can. ahax.

hrm, shafiq's house ate curry with roti prancis. he baked some of the yummy kuehs. quite sedap. fairuz hse was fun trying out the guitar tpi her sis was busy mugging seii !

ina's house was like so white. pure and nice lahh ! at home also she gadoh wif her sis . lol. her house inside got rocks u noe. d one iddy was blind enuf not to see and step/kicked it. lol.

myrah's house was RETRO. omg. nice. checkered floor like mind (: hehes.

siti's house was the one where i tasted the nuttella thingy. yupyup. i think thats all i can remmber ! (:

PICTURES !

ME SHUSHU IN THE BUS !

Nadia so prasan. surohh orng ambik pic dyer .

At iddy's house (:

bwk block aku :D

iddy&me.

MYRAH LOVE nd iddy.

the four of us.[nyz]

th' four laydees.[nyz]

stairway babes @ nyz

so terang ! @ shafiq's. hah, im just as tall AS FARINA AND SHAFIQ(minus his songkok).

@ farina's . OMG FARINA WE'RE TALLER THAN HIM. I AM (: i loikke.

candid at myrah's

aku nga minum pon mau candid?

FAIRUZ AND INA emoing.

Siti&iddy. LOVES. iddy i guess u think u look better with a glass of coke in your mouth?

Ina dearest and me

is it the trend nowadaes for people not to actually look at the camera or what?

three wonders. sorry2 kalu sumer pic nk kene sengetkn pale . sbab aku try rotate susahh uhh.

AGAIN.

sweetylicious.

caution ! exotique chique (: only high class guys allowed.

WONDERS of my life.

The NORMAL people. majority (=

the normals meet the giants !

SO RETRO Like that. eii why the pic like thatt ?

THREE is awwwsome !

at nadia's (:

ehh, soo malu2 cat lahh she.

blablabla.

HELLO(:

OMG. im in between to hot chicks.

Farina is never looking here seii.

Hah, finally she gets the meaning of take a picture ! :D

OK ITU SAHAJA . MACEHH YER.

2006-11-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

ROAR. i cant resize our picture to fit into the skin. and the coding for this skin sucks lah can. like so many mistakes. but nehmind (= still, creds to the designer.

err. so now since i have absolute nothing to do i finally decided to post pics on hari raya ! heehs. ENJOY !

FIRST DAY RAYER.

akue dan siti jesnita

chocolate dipped strawberry is LOVE.

hah, i cant get enuf of it.

akue dan siti Q.

Me and her.

Uber kiut. (:

me,siti &mom

Merged family .

ZAHIR ANAK AKUE !

Aishah,me and fiqah

Me and kak Aishah.

Kuzzens for life.MINUS HIM of course.

Zahir my LOVE. rawrr.

Cousins & aunties.

Aunts,nieces and cousins.

BOBOY and us . LOVE him. & you dont look like me okayy !

SECOND DAY RAYER(MERGED)

THIRD DAY RAYER-.

Four is NICE.

Like super bored ,can ?

PEace ! :D

Beneath that black and white, there's a path with light.

Darkness against my life.

HELLO WORLD.

FLashh on.

Stare what stare?

gaze.

By the window at her house.

I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE. its so retro !

Yawns. ONE AM and still awake.

See me?no ? hahs.

spells B-O-R-E-D-O-M.

fourth day rayer !

akue in purple-.adek in blue.

aku. hah, mendak doks ! nga wait tok berge.(hah,khai2)

tenuk maner tahh. photography skills fail lurh

blurr gler dok!

anoder bluurr pic

rawrr. tkmu jiwang lurh gegerl.

akue ngn shamirah ! (: sygg dyer.

fifth day ! :D

omg!is stripes in or what? the sweet was yummy ! (:

smilesmile tk menjadie.

senyum pakse per gerl?

RAWRR.

aku dan nazua ! baby, your fucking cute.

layan je lahh budak2 kecik nie.

US and theirs.

errm. my father's friend nyer anak. name aku luper sebab dyer sombong sket. hah !

us. tk kenyang2 ker?

IMAN . alimnyer name (:

hello baybeh. havent u seen a phone before.

when the girl side meets the dudes tk menjadi.

SIXTH DAY ('',)

berg tk? haha. aku ni pmpn.

smilesmile at night. macam BELO !

aku ni sbenarnyer tkde keje.

AMIRAH and me (: smiles!

candid,woots.

YUSSOF 'nd his daddy.

Seventh day and eigth day of raye tk kua sbab adek aku exam. mcm siak jer. ahax.

THE END . laen sumer next post kayy . CALObeteh.

2006-11-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be aroundI will comfort you,
I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through,
I will understand

And you know that
I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side
If life's standing still and your soul's confused

And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes
You can't let me down
I will still believe
I will turn around & be there for you.

(: does this makes you feel better? even though parting friendship is a HEARTBREAK,it happens in life like its a cycle. I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING'S POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE ! (:

lyrics-

Because You Loved Me© Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up,Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

thanks, for being all i needed for the wonderful two years.
i know your future will be filled up with new cool friends and that's who your spending half your life with now, so ~~forget me~~ cause i shall start befriending enemies.

JIHAN LOVES TWOEONEZEROSIX FOR LIFE . HAH, MINUS SOME SOULS (:

2006-11-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
-Which part of IM MARRIED TO SINGLEHOOD dont you understand?

2. Are you happy with your life now?
-urrmmNOTreally.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
-crushing is fast but lovingg.....not till im 70? ahakx. BUT i love friends quickly

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
-by the one i love?yesyes.

5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
-so much for TRUE LOVE?nuhuh.

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
-I dont think my girls cheats on me?TOOTS. Fyi, i got one simple rules for bwoys, once ur my past(ex) , its slight chance that'll u'll be mine again. (:

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
-YESYES.th' lovely times with my babe tho i said i wasnt gowna marry. Should i reconsider? ;D

8. Do you want children?
-I LOVE BABIES. but dont know about having one of my own.

9. How many?10?-like i got this aunt of mine. she's a baby factory.10 is WOAHH

10. Would you consider adoption?
-from that auntie of mine perhaps?ahakx.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?
-dont really care.

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
-Which type?

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?
-which ex? haha. ehh, why should you know,seriously.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-UrmmDEPENDS.

15. Are you romantic?
-Ask my ex(s)/girlfriends. HAH,

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
-happened once. Why not twice?

17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
-HAH,my babes should know this. ABSOLUTE NOOOO.unless its for sthsthsth.

18. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-I FEEL for everything.MY BABES,specifically. (: im sooooo gonna miss you !

19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
-YESYES. absolute! & that someone went to my bestfriend.

20. Have you ever broke a heart?
-urhh, when i used to maen baju?

21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
-IT'S happening NOW. only one person knows-INA (: goobers dont emo,so i wont show.

22. Are you missing someone right now?
-MY FRIENDS. ALL OF EM. :D

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know.

-Hayani
-Fatin
-Joey
-who else hasnt done this?OH, iqah.(tpi tkder blogg)
-Yana(uat pat frnster kaee)]

OH BY THE WAY, I HATE MY TO-BE CLASS. >:/ LIKE FARKK ! but tkper, i gave up hoping already. (;

2006-10-29T09:04:00.000+08:00

hey. decided to blog after the tak menjadi post . even tho there are some pissing people, i have learnt to love my class and now that i love them to bits and pieces , its hard to let go. i may not know how to treasure them well but i know its forever hard to say goodbye. so i wont. it's just a next step to this journey only more independant. but i know they're with me EVERYWHERE. i love you, dahhlings . i swear this wont be the end.

updates on some of the results.wanting to say congrats to this people

myrah who got fourth in class and ninth in level and FIVE a1s. dont pray2 uhhs.
fidah who got 8th in class and 28/27th in level.
andrea for getting FIRST IN CLASS AND FIRST IN LEVEL :D woaaaahhh.
adwyna for getting first in class and second in level. (: try harder kay.
jia han who got second in class and fifth in level.
rachel who got third in class.
grace who got fifth in class.
josha who got sixth in class.
juneson for getting seventh position in class.
"i forget who" forgetting ninth position in class.
and FIFAH for getting TENTH position in class.
also, MY LAYDEE YANI for getting excellent results, beyond words babe. 11th positioon (:
INA FOR DOING VERY WELL (: sayaaaaang awak , smartypants .
farizah and kim who got same position(but had different choices of class).
siti who did very well too.
nabila who did quite good.(tkmu cry kae)
alicia for getting twelveth in class.
JOEY for her freaking good results.
& to the rest who excelled. i LOVE you.

this obviously shows, im super terkeluaring. i mean, its obvious most of us are going to be in different classes ! damns. i hate the fact that i have to seperate witth my babes. it sucks okay, but face the fact man. people like humairah is going e1.people like fidahis going e1. people like fifah is going e1. people like yani and siti who is going the top few classes,e1 perhaps.people like adwyna is going e1. people like my chairman,grace and jia han is going e1. AND MANY MORE. LOOOOOOOK , PEOPLE. my class is seriously made up of nerds and brains. &im not one. damn. i soooooooo have to leave my loves . they got better things to think of next year righht?like new friends and also books, books and more books. HAH! however, i love the fact that all of my babes are planning hard on how myrah should behave and look as a top ten nerd. fidah toos, but she's a cooler nerd. :D
so here goes my miss list.

im going to miss alicia's hard determination & whatnots.
im going to miss joey's tayness and laughter.
im going to miss farizah's bimboticness and cheesy smile.
i'll miss fatin's presence and cuteeee face.
im going to miss rachel's chairmanship and never-give-up attitude.
im going to miss grace brain's and pranks.
im soooo not going to miss ME .
i'll miss kim's mischief and her forever talkative mouth(my gang arr).MY HOMEC PARTNER FOR TWO BLARDY YEARS. :D
im going to miss kai jing's evilness in taking my things away.
i'll souper miss nabila's presence.she knows a lil stthsth. :D
i'll soouper miss farina LOVE.her support,her love,her smile,her poems,herself,OUR memories,her everything. i hope we get to be thrown in the same class.
i'll soouper miss humyrah SWEETS. her pretty face,her smile, her gossips,her laughter,her taste,her nose?haha.,our memories,HERSELF,her, her and her.
i'll soouper miss fidah's slamber-ness..her laugh, her red nose(when she laughs),her six packs(hah),her presence(she's been with me alot),our memories,EVERYTHING.
i'll miss nuan ting's presence and her hangouts with us.
i'll miss khairunnisa's alim talks,her looking at guys and im-reading-a-love-book-look.also her temaning me back home sometimes when we take the same bus.
i'll miss hayani's pretends to be my twinie,her secrets with me(when we sat together),her scribbles in my journel, her smile, her style and ALL.
i'll miss fifah's red face(specially),her sweet smile, pretty face,her kindness(i'll never forget she lend me the cd. haha. LOVE IT.)
im going to miss claireen's always smiling face and her using of handphone in class.(she joey,juneson,nuan2 play the dunnoe what hp game until like crazy)
im going to miss adwyna's brains and the times me and her sat together in english class when ms karen ng taught us. :i'll miss kiffy ever blabbering nonsence mouth and the game we played. hah
i'll miss Ms faten alot (:
i'll miss Mrs mary koh who's leaving.
the people from other classes i wont state cause we may end up in the same class.
OH, AND I'LL MISS THE BOYS STUUUUPID ACTS.

AKUE CINTA KAMU SEMUA

Y

2006-10-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

fuck its. i posteddddd this fuckingggggg long post on today and it goeeeess WOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH disappear. how more irritating can it get ? it happened like too many times can. i hate it siakkkkk.

21/10

2006-10-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

My Heart - Irwansyah feat Acha Septriasa

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart

♥kisah akue .

Now everything is broken
Everything is broken
Everything is broken
And the song remains unsung

Your like my only hope. Im nothing ~~without you~~.

2006-10-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

skipped fasting todae. felt super hungry/thirsty after screaming for the concert .

OH MY GAWWWWD ! i finaally watched heart ! ; yes, talk about being supppper late but IKA HASNT WATCH :D HAHAS. HAPPY WERKING URH BEB. & its ok . singlehood is fun , right ? hehes.

I LOVE TH' SONG . what a coincidence. the dae i watched it , its also the day my sister was addicted to the song and heard it over and over again . when i woke up tros that song was playinggg non stop . woots . now i know what they meant . I LOVE TH' SONG !! (:

&<3 ina for handing me the cd by friday and fifah for lending it to me . HOOTS .

17/10/06

2006-10-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i want to ask izah to re-write her sajak for me CAN ? :D i need it to werk things out wif ma mommayye ! haha. and i so know that u didnt dedicate that sajak to your mom kae . it was so for EHEMs, when u malu to sae so, so u wrote OH IBUKU xD . or wasnt it you ? LOL .

kae2 . yesterday camp(for one dae ) was fun + utterly tiring . we went to school like usual and got to yio chu kang (thinking it was near as chua chu kang was in the middle of sg-near). it was like a forty-five TO one hour ride and it was super deep in the nature and near malaysia cause me and ina keep on getting malaysia WELCOME messages and got their reception(i hope i didnt have to pay extra for it .) We did some introduction and the main activities were backwoodsmen cooking, first aid, tent pitching and ropes and lashing or whatnot lah . hrm, by tentpitching , it was dooper tiring and i so was in the mood to SLEEP .

BWM: hrm, fun . :D set up fire, cook orang[e]gg( and egg in and orange wrapped in aluminium foil) and it turned out great. the yellow part looks yummaye when leroy ate it . also cooked jungle bread which none of us really succeeded in .

Knots and lashing : hrmm, a good recall for us in uniform groups :) i've learnt that i had to practice alot during the holidays for CCA orientation next year .

Tent Pitching : i though it was those np kinda tent when it turned out to be those simple tents where all u got to do is put in poles . ermm, ya .

First aid : WAH PIANG. FEEL LIKE SLEEPING DE . hohos . hrms, like okae lah. first aid skills. it was yucky AND MADE HUMYRAH LAUGH. i dunno whats rong wif her but yucky stuffs make her laugh till her stomach blow !(yes, sorang2 summore) .

hrm, then couldnt wait to go off. finally did but couldnt sleep in the bus(dont know why)

went bukering at mcdonalds(we offically reached there before buke thanks to KHAIRUL-we followed his footsteps-->talk about walking COOLly(and super lazily like jamal) while being super fast ! ) like ordered food like cepat2 and then BOOM, WE ATE. haha. informed who-is-his-name that is buker cause hearul and him was like so casually walking with their food. when we sae "eh, darh tau" he can ask dah ape seh ? dhen farina(being her usual self) say DAH MAKAN. haha. padehal its DAH BANG .

haha. we had a MOUNTAIN OF FRIES AND I MADE THE FRYFIRE SONG(originated from spongeyboobyy dude) and izah tried to sing it first . we were like "F-R WHAAT?" cause we didnt get her when she made mistakes and was repeating the first few words over and again .

THE WHOLE SECOND LEVEL MACDONALD(PLUS SOME FROM LEVEL ONE) WE STARING AT US CAUSE WE WERE SUPER NOISY AND TOLD TALES TO THE WHOLE WERL. haha. went shoppink arnd at accessories shop & let me highlight this NEVER NEVER SHOP AT a***S. super sucky can. fine, maybe a thing or two is okae but the people there are shittish . Fastforward to the going home time. izah bought this "quality three dollar purple blueberry ice cream" and yeahh had to ate it up til finish and some dripped on izah's hand. the speciality of the ice cream was ????? i forgot urhhs. hah .

kae2. next post on todae will be later posted. now i'll post picx okae .

OH SHYT. I CANT POST THE PICS. I'LL DO IT LATER. bye :D

2006-10-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

Today got back the other half of my results.

oh yea, before i forget .... ALL HAIL KIMMAYE PLEASE (: SHE PASSED GEOG AND SCORED LIT PART A(BEING HAPPY FOR BEATING YOU KNOW WHO).and the rest she didnt lose much to her. so heeh . there you go , my dearest . thank me for cheering up your day, esp with my warmness. keke.

kae. back to the topic. my results... urmm, all in all sucky actually(like usual), but WHATTHEHECK ! i cant be futher bothered anyway .

ANYHOOS, TODAY HAS BEEN A SUPERB DAE FOR MEEE !

I GOT TO UNCOVER TWO UNKNOWN PERSON THAT I WANTED TO KNOW SO BADLY .

i thank you people~! :D i know who SHE is and who he is,[most imptly].

however , LIKE DAMN ITS LAH CAN ?!

it is spoiling my mood & whatnot . & i cant get my mind off IT since then. but one positive thing <3 mentioned brought me to cloud nine !

I LOVE MY TOOTSIES FOR MAKING MY DAE OK. IF SCHOOL WERE TO BE LIKE THIS, ITS LIKE HEAVEN . AND IF SOME "KENTAL" GANG WANNA FIGHT US. ITS ON BAYBEH. WE GOT ALL, U GOT NONE (:

Hearts to you; iddy, myrah, ina, fidz(urmm..yea), kimmy,izah,yani(emm,ouch?) & more !

people. no more result madness. so smile !!! esp FIDAHHHHHHHHHHHH, that over expectation girl . heeh . PFFFFFFTTTTT .

2006-10-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

YAY. AKUE DAH ABES EDIT :D DARH LEYH REST IN PEACE AND START MUGGING. WOOHOOS . PADEHAL EXAM NK ABES. DODOL NYER GUNDU :/

maybe gowna post it some time ? yea. laterr2 larh. akue letak pt 'babyBelo' dulu ehk . xD

oh and i wanna screw blogger mans ! i wrote one fuck longlikehell post and it went POOOF!- into thin air. damn, screw it man. posting wayyyyyy llater lahhh !

2006-10-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

i just got home from geylang . super tired & i was utterly cranky just now. hohos .

EH, I HAVENT STUDY FOR LIT YET. LIKE SIAL URH. EVEN IN MID YEAR I WAS MORE HARDWORKING. IM HOME NOW AND IM SUPER NOT IN MOOD TO MUG. maybe im not gonna study at all. haiyoooh. tata

2006-10-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

KIMAK. i havent study throughout the whole weekend. wasted gler ! up til now sak maseh chyll . haiyoooh. i niid sumone to pussh me mans . slap me and make me wake up. ok wdv lurh g .

hrmm. outing smlm gerek GILER; mcm normal . better then wad i expected . FIRST, ika akue ngn dyk jerk . akue sker aju mardhiah , kiyo0t. hahas. OUR MRAPEK NON STOP smpi kyter scare away nini's mataer . URH, WHATEVER TO THAT URH . MAMPOS. AKU PISSED SAK SMLM LIKE WHAT THE HELL ! ok. all in all it was uber fun esp camwhoring ! woots :D

ANDANDAND. the best part was... TYME NK BALEK. darh nk kol 12 am.
kecoh gler beb ! dayak nyer mak darh ngamoks sal adek dyer uh influence mak dyer beh threaten2 dyer suro balek. dyer ingt leyh terbang perh. & summore uma dyk dkat ngn hutan sak. she have to walk through the hutan or walk under huge trees beside changi prison(bley dnga bende beb !) so she was scared urhhs. tu satu bende, lagi satu mak dyer tkmu buka pyntu uma. hahaks. dyer so naive and gi caye. and to go up to her hse she either haf to go tru her underground carpark or walk past closed gyms and shops.and she has to take the lift sbab uma tinggi.ika lek urh, darh normal. beh nini uh, orng da tkt2 dyer blang cwiter antu yg happen to her yestd.

it goes like this : dyer tnga bobal ngn mataer dyer mlm2 kai fown uma. tibe2 ade orng angkt fone. dyer pown mngamok urh. suro kakak dyer letak fown. beh twuh bunyi dial2 number. dyer marah suro letak tros mcm ader hempas. dhen mataer dyer suro dyer klua gi ngok uh. dyer pown klua. pat living rm gelap. masok bilek kakak dyer sume nga nyenyak tido. ape lagi. dyer masok urh alek. dhen cntinue bobal sbb mataer dyer persuade dyer kate its ok. nth. fown rosak. beh ader lagi orng angkt fone. ni kali bunyi cm bus2 gitwuh. beh nini tanyer mataer dyer is it his fown. tk mungkin sal twuh hp mahss. tros dyer cm panick urh beh it happened so many times she cnt take it. she ask her mataer to kal her hp (bdh. leyh letak fown n slip perh GUNDU) . darh gitwuh dyer lari masok bilik dyer(she was at her mom's room) and when she wanted to switch off the lights dyer kater blom smpat sblom tu, lmpu da mati .

conclusion?: kan bulan puase tkde momok. so adeq aku kater granparenz dyer marah dyer bobal odf mlm2 bt she sae her granparenz sumer idop. haha. best 2. akue darh tkt gler so i asked her to send me hm smpi dpn pintu(mataer akue tk guner..haha). and ask adeq aku on lampu living rm. THANKS NINI. dyer brave uh jalan alek uma sesorang. (tk jadi jumpe darling dyer lepas twuh). time aku pat katil smbunyi bwh slimot sak. sket peh seram teringt psl cwiter dyer. i think she's SUPER brave .

dayak, akue howp kau tkcr uh. learn lesson, GO PINDAH !

akue hearts kwn2 akue . beb, gamba maseh edit urh nie . waste tym blaja akue jerk ! hohos :D

RAYER TKMO LUPER KAE ? DARH TUKA PLAN TAU NINI.

2006-10-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

DAMN, ITS SO HARD TO MAKE YOUR OWN THEMES . thanks kim for telling me how to download. but just now i tried making my own themes for my new fown. WHAT THE HELL. SOME WAS PERFECT BUT SOME WASNT. sad lurh . BUT IM STILL GOWNA USE THAT THEME CAUSE ITS WAYYYY MORE MEANINGFUL THAN THE MISTAKES I MADE . hehe.

it took me three hours sehs. plus a lot of chatting and all .

SO CONCLUSION: IM NOT GONNA STUDY TODAY.

planning of studying tml but guess what ? esok ader outing kiterang. THEN BINI AKU MAJOK AKU TKLEY GIE SO I HAFTA. CAUSE I THINK THEY ARE WAYYY MORE IMPT THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE, RIGHT ? SO SACRIFICE . so yea. anyway, its hard to get dyk to get on her legs so if she is, then i am toos.

SO IM LEFT WITH SUNDAE. BUT IM NOT SHURE URH. SUNDAE PON SLACK DAE SEH. HAIISH.

i think kim is jinx ? haha. she liked ask if im going out or stdyin AND THEN im going out . rahh! haha.

KIMMY GO BE GUAI AND STUDY OKAE . :D

im telling people that, but not myself. comeon people, TELL ME THAT !

2006-10-04T11:31:00.000+08:00

geog like super suck lurh can . THEY MADE US MEMORISE LIKE HELL and in the end only a few are relevant lurh dood . ans that fucking liar . i so cant stand her man . wassup with her ? is it so much of a big deal to actually tell us the correct FACTS ? even e-four's teacher gave them CLUES of what to actually study. ours like what ? redundant notes that are equivalent to SHIT ? i know so much that you dont want any geog students cause u lovvve history aint i right ? but hello. wake up. we're the one making the choices luh kentot. ALL THE THINGS YOU TOLD US WHEN WE MET YOU WERE LIES it was such a waste of my time. i regretted . i could have studied more for science ? its more important. one of the main criteria for streaming. piece of dung lurh. my history sucks so im left to take geog & if ur not happy u can go die cause ur not the one deciding for me. IM AM; the school is . ur just one lump of lard and just a teeeny shrimp . so just shut your ahole up and shake ur legs in one corner crossing papers after papers , okae ? AKUE BENCI ENGKAU be happy that i dont give you shiet , okae ? you have wasted many GAZILLION minutes of my life and thats greatly unappreciated,MIND YYOU.

2006-10-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

& im so GLAAAAAD to rub it in. so much FREE time . wees .

yay. we get to only go to school at eleven and the paper we're taking is COMPREEE only :D

woots. i feel like throwing confetti but i knoe this wont go so well when tommorow comes & the rest of the days so must wait til exam's over to make me happy once again .

IKA. jadi erhk next week ? ajk dak2 kyter kae ?

&tlg spread urhs .

im feel so unsecured. that's cause ive been the only one blogging this few days. everyone's been's a good nerd and mugmugmug;studystudystudy;memorise&shiets. bleahhs.

HISTORY WAS BHOOM . one too many infos i guess. especially that i skipped chapter 11 cause i think i love peace \m/ . im so not a history student next year . lets see how geog goes and walaaa. perhaps my humans shall bring me nowhere . hahas.

im still uber clueless abt sci. its scary at the thought of it being THREE seperate papers but taking it at one time. i mean how much scari-er can it get . im scared things are gowna be duperly susah . rahrahrahhh.

okae people. & to all my malay dears; all the best for the paper u're gowna sit in about half an hour's time kan ? I KNOW U CAN ACE IT AND SOME PEOPLE CAN TOP THE CLASS . :D
kyter believe awak sumer can . so STRIVE !

&here i go flying away - .

2006-10-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

like best urh esowk compre. leyh chyl sket otak nawies . (:

hrms , paper gler jubz arh tadie. compo okae2 .

MSN BREAKDOWN . rahhh. im stuck here doing nothing at the comp but looking at friendster and viewing ppl's profile. mcm tkder kerje seii petadi. nk tdo tapi mls plak . haha. the comp tempts me urh =X and NOW WHAT ? friendster's under maintainence. why now?!some other time lurh. im about to write a very meaningful one-sentenced testi okae ! . x(

okae nth to blog abt todae.

& oh yea. too people : if you decide to blog please be prepared that your dearest bloghoppers will read. LIKE DHURE. one time kene not enough mehs ? GRRR. toopids urh .

2006-09-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

it've been a pissing dae for me . grhhh . that made me couldnt study .

ouh yea. no mood to blog also liaos . just wanna wish my dearest ggoobers goodluck kaes!

like HELLO SINGAPORE IDOL 2006

2006-09-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

like HELLO SINGAPORE IDOL 2006!

& congratulations to hady MIRZA !

and all his beloved fans :D

& thanks so much for the show which delayed all my studying and doind of homeworks . like urgh .

okaee. whateverr ! toodles~

& the trouble ended .

2006-09-23T09:06:00.000+08:00

Modular's done . To me ; kinda tough lurh . but whatever. whats done cannot be undone , right ? so no point mourning . hrms , woke up at seven today . dont know why i woke up so early xD nothing to do so have been hogging on the comp while the whole world's asleep . okeii , not really , but yea . No plans for today nor sunday . I cant believe ramadhan is finally here ; TOGETHER WITH EXAMS THAT IS . hahas . Pity myrah x( Have fun fasting on the 24th , people ! akue pown nak sheii. Maybe akue leyh . haha . ina ? im not too shure . Nabila ? dhuur! izah ? don't know .

so anyhoodles , take care my schoolwhores & dearest bloghoppers .

& its been so long .

2006-09-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

i cant believe tommorow's maths test and im not studying for it. like its on my weakest topic-sets! rahh . haiyooh. im super bored & still onlyne now. 11.30 pm . nobody to talk to in msn :( so far school's been moderately okeii for a start . not much homework so yay! :D and having homec practicals tml . hohos. kim; no licking this time. and EHEMS . im only loosing by one point for this certain game ! *nabila; u should noe, eh ? hehe* so mrepek. yani & siti should noe best cause they yang saw tyme malay class .

I WISHH WITH ALL MY MIGHT*** . good night, people . see you tommorow .

super bored !

2006-09-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

like ive been online since two plus til now - 10.30 . oh may gawd. so boring seh ! like no one's online to talk to . i didnt study today. tommorow also cause got chalet . howww?!

hhello earthlings !

2006-09-16T15:50:00.000+08:00

hey . erh . temporary blog skin here. hahas . while duink a new ones lurh . if no time then saddd .

CME STILL UNDONE xD ~~just started actually;less than one percent ? haha~~

lameshit.school reopens

2006-09-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

GONNA MEET ALL MY DAHHHLING SCHOOLWHORES IN LESS THAN..URMM.. 24 HOURS ? OUH. I CAN WAIT, YES I CAN (: *GASPS*

tommorow i shall declare the reopening of HAISING ~~kick ass~~ school with my noise ! ok,wdv !

i hear Fun calling my name <33

2006-09-09T15:51:00.000+08:00

decided not to blog about the past few *busy* days. too lazy.

Rahh, just started on hw&i got to finish it by tml. how lovely, NOT!

&i hear FUN calling my name. Its okeh, persue this madness, i shall.

Out To Town

2006-09-06T09:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a fucken wild day for us .
Me, ika and amal decided to go out to town cause it was amal's birthday. Last minute plans but it was superb ! ika ajaked her kuzen & two of her cuzzie's friends . For strangers, they were a bunch of kecoh minahs. Well the outing was klaka jubz, like seriously and it was FUN lurh (irritating pon ader) . Wanted it to be a camwhore-kinda-outing tapi tk jadik . gamba stakat due tige ajerrr. amal nyer pasal urh ! toopids . hohos. waet , befor anything , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PANTAT . I LOVE YOU LIKE ALOT LURH KENTOT. well i doubted at first , i hated her arsecore but nevermind . we're back to the oldies . Speaking of oldies , smlm Amalina looked like an oldie agogo freak . haha , cute in a sense . She wore the cute blaque blouse (similar to ika's kuzzen, as if they planned) and her usual K.B(in case u ppl dont know its kerenteng bastard) hair. it grew uber long and its darn unique. me and ika like played with it alot.

Some nice things about that day :
hrmm. we learnt to be super rebellious(for fun) towards the public. hah. ika nyer part kurangajar gLer peh . ader satu jntn nk jalan beh amal nyer motto is never give way unless they say excuse me. tapi ika aderlah sengaje block the way. like the more he move to his right , ika follow so she can block the way, but he managed to squeeze tru . HAHA, baguusss, syabassss ehk amal . then me, being so annoying gave an idea and dragged ika to do it. i asked her to follow me and shouted OI pat blakang to laki so he terpranjat . you know why ? cause tadik dey asked him to say xcuse me tpi obvious dier tk dnga sbab he listenin to mp3. so we did that but we're so stoopid sblm twuh sek tawe2 so he knew alrd. but he did turn behind when we shouted.and ika shouted dunnoe how say excuse me issit . kekek siol.

another thing was bedah & timah can never stop their stoopid acts. also bedah & her sis can never stop fighting.well, when they did, kiter angkat tngn and say malaikat tenga ambik attendance.kalau lame , ika being oblivious cakap dyer tnga ambek pen jatuh and amal will act it out. omg. cant stop larfing seh. and they named me eton ?! LOL.

can you believe all the stoopid acts we did all arnd town . tnga jalan pon bley buat gler seh . jangkit shafiqa ngan amalina lurh nie . hohos . amal tk abes2 complain psl kasut dyer yg buat hal , "blom seasoned" aper. sek2 beli plaster . jalan kaki ayam nak pergi wisma mlm2..sot peh kwan aku yg tersyg .ah ye la twuh.

we made so much enemy & one fren(apek pat mrt) just within that day. countless enemies , esp that retard at the esplanade. dyer pown manusia per(ko kater pat aku gini per sah beh kau twuh)cumer dyer sot bnyakkkkkk!

hrmms.well, all in all gerek gler.pecah perut aku. me and amal cn nvr stop fighting. tapi like what i said. gadoh tu syg. so lebeh bynk kiter gadoh, aku syg dyer lah twuh. ehhh, muak! hahas.

here are the pics:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

2006-09-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers Day to all teachers in the world :D

Have fun enjoying this memorable day, teachers.

On behalf of all students, i want to say a big THANKS !

We love you, okeh ? Maybe lurh twuh .

Hrmms, today was average . Finally get to go outs once again . Mugging madness is overrrr!

Rawrrr. but there's still streaming to kill me FULLY.

urhh. okeh, till here people (:

2006-08-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

Teacher's day was okay . Quite plain but nice and fun .

Trip back to Czps was NICE . Okay , maybe not about the school but the people i met .
It was so fucken crowded lah can . Many unexpected people turned up . Dayak , you miss alot man . Wasted bodoh kau . Why tk dtg and ask zinn not to ? RahhH .

Lepak-ed at nini's bawah block . Omg , she wasnt even going to her whereverNOT lah . She was with her guy . Hahas . Damn urh , just don't turn out to me like THAT FUCKEN BITCH , okeh ? and im happy enough .

We ran to some other place when we wanted to see if they were motek-ing . Hohos . Tak baik punyer kawan , kan . Haii , budak-budak zaman terkini . Budak kasot hitam pon samer . Aiiyoh !

Okeh larh , i'll end it here aites.

p/s- i loved ina , myrah and nabila's food lah (: Pay you guys when school reopen ok ? Sorry .

FinaLLy OveR

2006-08-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

two things that made me sadddd:
MATHS AND GEOGRAPHY!

urh madness of memorising and understanding!

something that was ok:
Compo. The fact that we didnt take it as a test and i did anyhow x(

Something SUPER FUN:
SUSHI MAKING LESSON WITH JOEY DEAREST, KAI JING DARLING, NUAN TING SWEETIE, PRETTY LIL RACHIE AND CUTE AH-MA.

Didnt go for the shopping thingy with ina myrah and the girls cause i had *SOMETHING* on :(
sucks bodoh.
i hope our cookies are fantassstic! just like the sushi(s).
the girls & i are not having dinner cause we were filled with the sushi we had. the destroyed ones that is. hohos. it was undescribable larhs! tiring but fun.
Tiring cause rachel had two trips to the supermarket ; one of which i accompanied her to TM with school uniform+crazy hair+pink slippers. yes,omg! i didnt know lah can. and rachie fit my small sister's heart slippers. bleahs.

i Learn many new things, mainly from joey and nuan ting.kj and rachel toos. but ah ma had to miss out the fun due to girl guides. i bet its the fancy drill thing they're having. our training was more tedious lurh but we had no costumes :(

ROaRRr. my mum learnt how to make sushi toos and she will be the one making for me.

and to the girls: im so not pampered or spoilt okeh! esp about the fact abt my block and my storey level. nuan ting is diaoness. -_-"

I found out im not so hopeless ; yay!

SUSHI, COOKIES AND MY FRIENDS ARE LOVE!
aND RAHHH.still hate the fact about EXAMS.
also, tommorow is dilemma. bahhhs!

but cant wait for talentime concernt, dearies!

I DIED!

2006-08-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

i would like to pretend everything is alright .
i would like everything to go smooth .
but nothing is fine . Just nothing at all .

Even though tommorow is the last day of exams and it pretty much is a thing for me to go YIPEEEE about ; still , i can never deny the fact that it was a disaster . Too much of one .

It totally sucked and i wont stop mourning til the government demolishes/ban studies . What is the freaking point if it is making everyone go crazy , right?

Oh well , i'll be jolly and blog happy things not depressing ones and make those dearest blog hoppers feel saddddd.

Buhbye Happy Goobers!

&Exam.s h i e t

2006-08-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

rahHHHHH! sad news.

both paper slaughtered me today. Many think it was ok lurh, so did i.

Maybe just that the fact i would not do as well as them :(

This makes me worry about history more. Ok, weird? And here i am blogging?

omfg. i seriously got to go.

Wish you all luck, peeps!

All the best and strive high (:

And to my dearest friends: you people can do it :D

thannkkkssssssssssssssssss

2006-08-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

I want to personally thank ♥ms Humyrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ♥

I really like the motivation caused. (:

Hoho . A few words can make a difference , now i believe.

Thank you, lil sweety.

You are not just Ms. pretty with knowledgable brains; but also chic with strong words.♡

And i like it that way .

♥ useLESS ♡

2006-08-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

im feeling super useless.

i slept in the afternoon squandering away precious study time since yesterday. i dont think im tired or whatsoever; maybe just bored.

RahhhhhH. but it makes me panick lurh. each time i sleep is like 2-3 hours. in total already how much.

oh my precious study time. i think im so not prepared for exam; both mentally and physically. And i'll prolly flung th' paper.

Tell me how much i hate that asssy bitch who confiscated by book and notes!!

with th' new book im so helpless. there is practically NOTHING inside; absolute blanks with words [;

All my hard-wasted effort 'nd my precious notes.

She so has no courtesy of appreacitating nice notes&books. wait till i steal all her exam papers one day. OH JUST ONE DAY FOR SWEET REVENGE >:/

sfhsdferukhglekfdjglkjfdkgjhfdlgsdjkgjs!!!!!!!!!! i super HATE that buck-ness bitch.

&GAHhhHHHHH!

2006-08-23T08:03:00.000+08:00

why must this happen seh?

exam's coming lah.

i had headache,runny nose and cough.

and adding on to my previous illness-how many medicines must i intake seh?!

ie hate it.

and worse;exam's in four days time and im falling sick.

rahhh.i hate getting it from my siblings.

oh tell me how i ♥ living a life of my own.

[[.school.]]

2006-08-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

school's been a mad rush shit;not mentioning, a MESS.

countdown till exams.i'll count today a wednesday thus we have FOUR FREAKING SHORT DAYS for revision, people(:

i wish all of those brainiacs luck alright.

not suppose to be online but was finishing up my higher malay research as well as music project so what the heck.

people like humyrah;DO NOT PANIC.

you're like one hell of a smartass okeh?so STRIVE and chill,darla.

many lucks to all of you;and especially to the sec fours.

i super dont need to know how it feels like lah.

If you can't be a highway,Be a trail.

If you can't be the sun,Be a star.

It's not by size that you win or lose,

Be the best of what you are.

[[.promotion.]] 190806

2006-08-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

&yeah.
i didnt think our luck worked.

i guess all us,lance pretty much screwed up.
well except for some that is,like farina and etc.

i really wish that campcraft helps instead of make we worse!

well darlinggs,i think you people did ok :D and what more you guys(mostly)were under liqi when im under hakim.roarrr.how much it scares me, you know?!

p/s-hakim,be unstrict,okeh?pretty pleaseeee.hohos,ok kidding.
ALLS FAIR LAHH.

Rozian ma'am talked like an indian laydee today cause she was tired.
ok,talk about weird.
and she is SEKSA for a day(:
she said sooo.

haaarhs.ok why?i wouldnt tell or i'll die =X RAHHRAHHRAHH!

was tired like hell as if we had a whole afternoon of pysical training.LAWL,yes funneyh.
finally,I SLEPT IN THE AFTERNOON.
up till six that is.than up till now,still havent start studying.
lalalah..so slacckkk.

i think i'll end it here:D

psst*np is officially over.yayayay! which means more time to studyy.err.NOT?:)

[[.suara baguus 2006.]]

2006-08-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

HEY IM BACK (: im happy im done editing pictures and videos to be put up here :D

Overall i would like to say;contestants,you did your best!

you took th' limelight and shined.Congrats and im happy for you people for i know you enjoyed that moment of your life.

Shane:
you took the malay lyrics well,bwoy!way to go.

Khairul:
Tied your shoelaces already?hehe.You were ROCKING!

Sara Imin:
Edora dear, We ♥ your voice.

Mahadhir:
Mudd, you certainly did your best to me =D(tho the judges think you could have done better)

Zul:
Cetainly, the BEST of the best! Go darla,you rock.

Yasmin:
Sweet out there,dear. Most importantly, you enjoyed youself up there.Im glad you took part ;D The last chance you have for yuor last year.SUPERB♥.

Sharillya:
You both were equally good, i can say [; but excellently DRESSED!

Non-contestants:

Sarah Bee & Izzati sweets:
Loved your singing and sarah darl,your uber cute singing facial expression!rocks.

Ayam(Faisal) & Reza(ex-juara):
Nice singing,yes?I bet many loved it.

The encore rocks BIG TIME!

AND THANKS TO SABIRAH AND HAFIDZ FOR EMCEE-ING!

IE HEARTS SUARA BAGUUS 2006..
Time may pass by so quickly;but memories are kept so dearly.Not letting any slip past my heart.Loves to those who are part of my SWEETEST MEMORIES♥

Things happen only once in a lifetime;take that chance to enjoy it to your fullest :D

ENJOY THE PICS&VIDEOS!

enjoy! :D

[[.kill me oh boredom.]]

2006-08-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

Why?Im so sick of it already.
I dont want to care;but i persist myself.
You can make me feel better;i hope.

Im bored as im not able to post about today..yet.So im gonna do some stupid quiz lah.Study is so later lah!i just got no freaking mood right now.

01) What is ur phone type?
:I dont know.Lol.nokia 7+++.

02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
:which mobile number?i have three :D 314 for the current one

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
:haha.your welcome ;]

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
:Mac.Azmil [: i didnt notice that,LOL.

05) Who's the last person you rang?
:Short term memory;sorry.

06) Who was your last missed call from?
:Syamimi sweets ((: -haha.this nvr occurd.

07) Who's the 9th person who comes up under i?
:I only have 6.but if i were to repeat then it will be Ili.

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
:Hehe.bedek arh u srh

09)Who's the 3rd person who comes up under F?
:Fairuz dear [:

10) Go to your Sent Items ..what does the 5th msg say?
:Cikgu mane?ade2 je. (rahhh!this one is a nightmare seh >:/)

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
:Shafiqah.HsCs

12) What is your network provider?
:STARHUB :D

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
:19 (i delete too often,dont i?)

14) What do you have as your background?
: Pooh 'Nd frenDz

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
:Rafidah garfield ;D

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
:My third number :D haahs.im gay;i know.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
:not on THAT.wtf is that btw?

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
:carmen dear.

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
:7

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
:Tokyo drift-the fast and the furious :D MY LOVE!!

only god know why my mood changed today.
gonna update about today;some other time later :/
carnt upload the pictures;RAWRR.

[[.bdae craps.]]

2006-08-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO MADE MY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY MEMORABLE.

Here's most of the gifts:

and i had TWO CHOCLATE CAKES FOR THIS YEAR.

I LOVE MY NP BABES<#3

p/s-to those concerned;im FOURTEEN GOING ON FIFTEEN alrd.WEES!hohos.

[[.NationaL DaY.]]

2006-08-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

happy almost national day to people out there:D*wide grins*

its a time when me and my friends go supperrrrr enthu and act like wild monkeys(which apparently we already are.hhoho)

hrms.ie dunnoe if i want to go;but nevermind.

CCA commendation day was the best part of today.nothing else was more interesting,~~esp the area cleaning~~.

we SCREAMED like hell lah in the hall.
hoho.
congrats to people like:
Shahidah ma'am(or shudnt i say ma'am..haha[;)
Syamimi ma'am
Huda
Yasmin
Faris
Eugene sir
Imaniah
Jun Kai sir
Hui Ping ma'am
L.C. ma'am(i dunnoe how to spell her name;lols.)
Sharmaine ma'am
Sarah
Sary

and manymanygazillions other people who got those awards.you worked hard;you deserve the glory!((: sorry if i missed out many names and spelled it wrongly.

In the bus odw home met two people.my sister and also shahidah with her certain sumone.LOLS.
and i wasn't suppose to call her ma'am?how would i know that?(:
and she gave me two hugs when me,nyz and shu² met her outsyd school.HOHO.for screaming the loudest =P

I was duperly tired so didnt follow nyz and shu² to whitesands and TM.
went home and had the intentions to sleep;but couldnt.
Finished up khai's blogg and updated mine.checked friendster.

THAT'S KINDA ALL.*yawns*

p/s-band rock lah.and ain and eka must personally thank iddy,me,nyz,shu2 for the shouts of their name.LAWL<33

2006-08-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

National day's coming and its gowna be a bore.

cause i dont think the outing planned is going well at allllll.

haiish.

tommorow,mr gng asked us to wear the red t-shirt we designed for art;but hell nooooo;who's gowna wear a distorted printing?but the dsign was wonderful thanks to myrah!:D

lets see how many countless ~~blind~~ idiots we have.hohos.kidding.

enjoy your national day,people.

oh and fifi.sorry;i like the font this way.haha.bigbig tk best.cliche uhhs. xP

[[.interclass.]]

2006-07-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

FROM ZERO TWUH HERO.

today's interclass.wohoo..

last year we managed twuh get tru semi with an easy fight.but then we did super badly and only got fourth lah.BUT THIS YEAR.WE ROCKED ASS HARD.WE EMERGED CHAMPION.i love the capt net babes<33 so rock.we managed to win all our games but only one with a tie.

yeah baybee.it wasnt easy but we managed.(and we had the best cheer-ers also(;..bdek arh twu)...andandand.I LOVE THEM.

danial was smsing ms faten about the boys crying and stuff and she's gettin them sth to cheer them up.den i took his hp and sms her "what about the girls who won:(" hohos.danial said she might get all of us sth(((: weees-.im getting fatter-EST.

just now's CHIPS AND ICE CREAMS ROCKED.THE PIZZA WAS DELICIOUS TOO.i guess,life's not so bad when it comes to being happy but yea;still suck tho.

greatest sympathy to the guys who played soccer.they injure themselves badly,cried,shed tears,perspire,worked hard,had a tough game but didnt possess a position.ITS OK.last year you won second;this year none.its ok.last year we girls didnt so this year its our turn(; you guys rock ok,no matter how much we hate you.one class,one LOVE.

All rounded;we are!
"not only book smart`,"-ina
and thanks people who supported us(both boys and girls) and adwyna who cried for the guys:D

[[.killed.]]

2006-07-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

life sucks.

i'd rather be seven feet below right now.

ok maybe not.but still.

urgh.too many happened;i may post about it someother days lah.

for now i got no time for nothing!

killmewithyourwords.

manyhatesforHER.

[[.drill comp 2006.]]

2006-07-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

i just have to express my happiness.omgomgomgomgomg.

YAY!

i like so carnt believe it larrhhs.actually i can,cause the hardwork shows.

we were just a little something yesterday,cadets being scolded by our in-charge(s).

but,today,we shined;with third in standard drills,champion in fancy drills and overall FIRST runner up.hehes.yesyes.how nice.

i think if we took a tincy bit more time on standard we would have made it but cares who right now?bleahs xP

we vow not to break the tradition of championship in fancy;i hope.

BEN AND JERRY here we come((: but sad for the muslims i guess;im in doubt myself.but we won and thats most most important.

"For ben and jerry and haising only,H-S-C..HAISING!"

hymm singing in east view was fun much.harrhhhs.and yus cammmeee.oh disastrous.he might have seen that embarassing mistake and oh woah weeee.fatini came and she looked hot!
well;congrats to the best unit for area 8 for year 2006;none other than our neighbouring school;prcs!

manyMANYmanyCONGRATTTSS for you.you guys rocked this year and the last.well nice MOVEMENTS.liked it.and super sharp and super co-ordinated!<33

to happy to write anything more.toodles people and congrats to all the other school who won something.area 8 as one((; we rockwe rockwe rock;oh yes we do.

this competition's practices may have brought many stress along with us all;but the results are more than worthwhile.and within the midst of stressfullness;i shall declare this day(22.07.06) the best day of my life.may we bond together forever#.

AND MANY SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELP PREPARE US FOR THIS.
I WOULDNT KNOW HOW TO SPELL YOUR NAMES SO I WOULDNT NAME IT OUT.they are my V.I.(s)-gradutated ncos,H.O.(s)-our officers,C.I.(s)-our officers,NCO(s)-sec threes,ex-NCO(s)-sec fours and O.C.(s)-npcc teachers,namely Mr Shoon(carnt spell it) and Mr Benson Tay and lovely thanks for those who bothered to wake up in the morning and support us and u guys are lovely SCREAMERS.all haisians are((:anticipative people.JOLLY-JOLLY cadets.

&it'll be kept deep down,
-ilovehscnpcc.

p/s-its sooo hard for us hscnpcc to let go of our ex ncos-sec fours cause they're the ones we can rely most on right now.i dont know how we'll turn up at sec fours in the year 2008;not having any sec 3 or sec four to back us up anymore.its soo soon that THEY're gonna pass out and they're gonna leave haising;wayyy too soon.life's a MAD RUSH.

HSCNPCC.HSCNPCC.HSCNPCC.HSCNPCC.HSCNPCC.

SHINE WE DID;AS ONE FAMILY

2006-07-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

school.school.school.
study.study.study.

everbody's stressing me out with those aim,streaming and jc shits.
havent you people got anything better to ask?i mean like i knoooooowww
streaming is coming so near and o level is going on for the upper sec and thats something for me to worry tooo but spare me some relieve man!

urgh.i just gtg now.studystudystudy and do hw((: actually not much of studying lahs.im just exaggerating.only weekends im free enough to do all those studying shit.with np everyday,i carnt be anywhere near books execpt for homework!

CHIAOOOOS.

2006-07-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

carnival was tiring.

duty all the time.no fun yeah?

and that bald guy can go die,yes?(((:

oh yea,manyMANY thanks to syam and kim who followed us do duty all e way.
like walk with us round the school and stuffs.
and thanks to kim for that marshmallow and syam for the drinks.
hehe.myrah and me were duty-partners((:
was fun,boring and tiring.

i hate the cleanup most!
like how much i hate the part where the curry from the rubbish bag went into my shoe?!
oh fugg.syam and some seniors were nice enuf to help.the bench-carryin with ina was ok.
hrms.overall ok lah.

iddy cried after the march pass.guess she got over it alrd lahs?cause like its not worth her tears.his just some jerk ok.

and then went home.in the bus i slept.but at home i tried to sleep but carnt.
urghs.then went out to shopp with ika.boring uhk jugerk cause only at tamp.psl darh mlm mahhs.

dhen nabilah made some probs.wahaha.she ahhs.good sia.
found out the SLUTS lived above ika(:a GREATGREAT advantage for meh.woah..

haha.on friday dlm bus odw home with my girls nmpk danial or aka 'jojodan' with his girl moteking in the bus.today chatted with him.lol.he says ika's jmbu.lol."i likee"haha.thats what he said.isk2 ika.kao nie ehk.tk brubah² tauu.
hrms.today going to nonny's party at esp burtt ika and nab lom shure beh smpi skrng ika tk msg2.siak jerk.meeting my kak dare,her guy and her friend later uhss.cnfirm klu nab and ika tkde aku bored seh.

they'll be like practically no one to hang with lah.URGHH.

nothing more to blog about.
changing skin soon perhaps.

many³LOVES,<33333 -.

to who's concerned

2006-07-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

kays.firstly,school sucked for those who got any idea why.

JOO sucks ass much,yes?

and we carnt wait to just spend our hundreds of dollars off for him to go INTO the water.oh yipee.

the best day of my lives.for then;it will be revealed.that gay has NO BALLS AND DICKIES.((:

his brother is a real DOOD?omflabbergastedgosh.heehs.

and to who's concerned;i didnt mean to CRITISIZE our band AT ALL;seriously.

i mean it in no way;absolute.

was just writing it out and not noticing the negative comment i made.

well;i know its so wrong of me lah can.

heehs.you guys aren't nth,yes?duh.

well.no matter whats;the best band you are lahs.cause ur our sch's band aperr..

HEEHS.dont get me wrong&i'll mind my words kays?

and the others too.cause they practically blogged the same thing!((:

hayani,fidah and ina are my official journal decoraters lah!

cause they rock.

and this certain someone is so starting to piss me off.i think we've bonded more than enough.

myrah and ina should know kan?ie hope it all ends ok?

SHOOSH AND GET LOST((:

cause you aint a true one.
just someone whose lost someplace with us.

THEY'RE MY ONE AND ONLY AND THEY'RE MINE;FARKSTARD.

and yeah;i dont mean it in a bad way lah.im trying to be nice.WELL I AM NICE TO YOU ALL THE TIME WHAT.

its only that the blog is where i can be real mean if im mad or real emo if im sad.so dont mind me.

-NASTAYYE CREATURES.

p/s-'congrats' much to those who earned second class for nothing >:/ meano!

[[.worst dae.]]

2006-07-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

the worst day of my life was yesterday.

tell me why i hate THAT TEACHER SO MUCH.

he blardy sucks can.

and all DM are the same.BIASED.

only hear what the teacher have to say.shouldnt you hear our reasoning?what we have to SPIT about?

well.a warning is more reasonable if u asked me.

effing teachers;bodoh school.

isn't my life just so perfect?NOT.

[[.training.training.training.]]

2006-06-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

NPCC rocks lah no matter how EFFING SICKENING OR TOUGH the training is.

today's training was EXTRA EXTRA tough,when the w-ci took us la.

they like whatt sehh.i was so scared la..scared i do something wrong and i'll get shouted at.

the toughest to me was hentak kaki;superly tiring.

oh and not forgeting the 'hand' for hormat.(me&dearest ina can never get it)

hehe.maklum lah,systers are together(;

fancy was ohkay but oh so confusing cause they keep on changing.ok,it wasnt so confusing but still;i hate it changing all the time.

but its still ok i guess cause the steps are not to fancy nor to drill-y.hehes.

i hope we can at least get a position sumwhere for this competition esp that we'll be having it at other school,evss.

netherless,there's the Hai Sing Carnival marching parade to add on to all this STUFFS.

how can we have like enough time to practice when we had manymany activities going on and like every monday and wednesday i won't be able to attend.

adding all to that stuff,tuition havent started at all cause i cant make a free time and im not able to contact my tutor when danial alrd had went for gazillions sessions with her and im trying to find a sci tution,but to no avail.

im trying real hard to improve on my studies;as well as mySELF(attitude&all).
i think i CAN if i tried superly hard enough(haha.i learnt to be positive?)

omgomg.

2006-06-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

SUPER speechless.
my dad like renewed my com and guess what?
ALL my documents are GONEGONEGONE.
my pictures i just uploaded!!
my background i made!!
my project works!!
MY PICX,MY PICX,MY PICX.
well that maybe the only time i'll look ok,mind you.
and like urghhh!
GOOSENESS MUCH?
omfg.im soo soo madd here.
i shouldnt have trusted this com.
always needing to be renewed,just waiting for the EVILLY right moment.

AND TO MIMI:good luck figuring lahs.don't need to be all stressed out ok?im not like pressuring you or anything near that lah.I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT BAYBEH!
much loves ♥

[[.To Akif.]]

2006-06-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

HEY BOY,GET WELL SOON AITES.

this is to akif that is.HOPE HIS DOING FINE
and it wont affect anything(esp studies) lahh.
it was only the first day of school lah.

so scared cause he has a head injury history..
the story that he did for oral sec one.hehe.cried sehhs.OMFG.

Much luck to you,boy.<33 face="courier new" color="#ffccff">GET WELL SOON!

ARRR

2006-06-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

oh fug..i carnt believe sch's like reopening tommorow seh.

i hate the stress
i hate the tests
i hate the homeworks
i hate the stupid faces
i hate the teachers' nagsSSSS
i hate 'em
i hate facing em
i hate knowing them
and i SO hate extra classes eating up my afternoon
and oh yea,i hate CANTEEN FOOD.

good bye,oh fast food.
goodbye,oh yummay food.
goodbye,dear frappes.
goodbye,fun times(there weren't any actually)
goodbye,leisure rest(not much lah)
goodbye,NICE LIFE.

i HATE sch girl life.

♡ toodles

[[.just so temporary.]]

2006-06-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

oh the agony and the grievences of this june holiday.

but it seems a lil too fast,eh?

like its alrd half a year whitin a wink of an eye..
and that's the sucky part(cause like sch so suck..esp streaming)

nothing much to say about the holiday.

well.IT JUST SUCKED LAHH.

and those tootsified freak.please co-operate lah bodohhs.

TOODLE-DI-OOOOOO.

p/s-i dont know why i dont know how;it just seems that way...OMG.
jelousy kiLLs,yes?

2006-06-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

IM SO HATING THE REOPENING OF SCHOOL.

SHIITIFIED CRAPPS.urgh!

2006-06-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

IM OFF FOR ATC CAMP(:

oh,shudnt be smiling..

oh boy i hope we all survive x)

tratas

im off

2006-06-04T09:32:00.000+08:00

going off this very minute.

leaving for kl&genting.

buhbye people.

tatas.

taikkaires..(:

today's summary

2006-06-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

herm.today..busy day lahhs.

early morning go antar compre.

dhen..waited and waited till we set of for cdc.

lemme warn u people NEVER to trust joey's directions.

u know what is the direction he gave as comparing it with the original directions?

he said:

count 27 bustops(wth?) and drop at temasek poly east.
den take number 69 and drop 5 bustops after that.
den walk 400m(ferzly,we dunnoe which way and dhen how do we know its 400m?!)

and the original direction(which we are clever enuf to use our senses):

only 9 bustops from pasir ris interchange instead of 27 siahh!!
den take 69 and drop 2 bustops after dhat.
den we dunnoe walk3 till we saw the building sumwhere far away! xP

wtf rites?
and dhen we had to have a shitty time after all the crap.

I DUN WANNA TYPE IT OUT SIAHHS!

bloody toot sehh.

and the mly WHITE freak ask for carmen's num named shafiq is haha;DESPO?

and fugg;i haffa bladder probs sials. x(

im so worried about my project and homeworks.

can i cry??pretty-pretty PLEASE!

busy fuck

2006-06-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

walau.holiday so whatt sials.

THERE'S HW FOR ALMOST ALL SUBJECTS AND A LOT OF THINGS ON.

my time to do hw and PROJECTS(leceh sial) is so limited.

show u my schedule since the ferz day of holiday.

sat:melacca cip trip
sun:melacca cip trip
mon:melacca cip trip
tue:break;do a lil hw for eng
weds:oral;npcc
thursday:npcc dance tingy
friday:NPCC CIVIL DEFENCE COURSE(8am-5pm...NINE bloody hours of non-stop lecture) and also due date for eng compre.
sat:break(planning to do some hw)
sun:genting
mon:genting
tue:genting
wed:genting
thurs:genting(maybe)
fri-thurs:break(planning to do most project and try to do as much hw)
fri:ADVENTURE TRAINING CAMP
sat:ADVENTURE TRAINING CAMP
sun:ADVENTURE TRAINING CAMP
after dhat til holiday finish:indon trip(going to cover many cities der.
like circling the whole outskirts of indon..how tiring.
but fun cause i getta be with most of my relatives der tho dey very SOMBONG.
Lol.

SEEEE...i dont think i can even attend anymore np trainings,np outings NOR class outing.WTF?

den my mum is like complaining lah.walau how come sch holiday like no holiday.go sch,many hws.wth?..lols

how i wish im like the technicals.no nid go sch;no hws.(:

i bet they're enjoying.

for the rest;HAVE FUN(:

ORAL.

2006-05-31T15:43:00.000+08:00

oral was like so hard can..

i feel like slapping kimmeyh byatch when she said it was like EASY.

and she acted as if it was nth to her.

and if u read dis.

please rmmber to remind me to SLAP YOU.

omfg.

den had NP..

i tot it wud be like diao..

but turned out to be super fun lahs.

the fancy drill,the beloks,the talks on atc and stuffs.

oh goshh.how nice.

lol.and we cut the netball girls' court and march pass.

so much of teaching the ncos not to cut squad.

lols.

all in all training was superb..

never regretting cumin.

din noe nine ppl wud be fun.

ate at downtown's food court.

super KENYANG-ed after that.

hah.learnt sth new todays.

cnt tudoh2 orng.

the dose is more den membunuh..

credits to ustazah ina and iddy(:

-finchfling.traatas.

IM GONNA UPLOAD THE MELACCA PICS.maybe not post it until im done editing..or not(:

-melacca trip-

2006-05-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

our class trip totally rawked hardcore.

evn tho there's sum undesirable parts but i still loved it to asshell.

hahhs.seriously;it rocked.

HEARTS the trip to bits.

too long to blog it all out.

but the best part is the bonding;duh.

SOME sickening parts i wouldnt wanna recall.

most of me and my gals went lesbo for the THREE days..

haha.we were like super high can.

its the great short term effect of being with kimmeyh and izah dearest,yes?(x

like.hahs.omfg.i mis the trip.being dere;sleeping at the hotel;having fun..and of course SHOPPING.

this will lawfully be declared as one of the best days in my life.

i will remember and treasure it forever.

cause it had created a new bonding level in our friendship.

though some things went wrong at times.

the memory is still vivid clear in my mind;and it will..till forever.

a shoutout to my roommates/classmates:THANKS FOR GIVING ME ONE HELL OF A TIME AND MAKIN THE TRIP OUR BEST.I SHALL TREASURE YOU PEOPLE THOUGH WE may not BE IN THE SAME CLASS ANYMORE.

ie hate the thought of not being in the same class as my loved ones next year.will we still be like we are befor?its a question that lingers on my mind all the time.seperating with my favourites will be my worst nightmare.it will be hard but i still can accept it if me and my classmates seperates but never my babes.so i shall conclude we WILL HAVE to study hard and aim high TOGETHER.however,obviously we have our different flaws and talents.you girls are way better dhen me so it will not suprise me if we seperate.im just hoping against hope to be together.

IE LOVE EU<33

to sec fours(:

2006-05-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

this post is to the sec fours;esp huda dear..

good luck for your mother tounge paper.

i know you can ace it cause you're superb;sweetheart(:

remember to do well cause i have faith in you.

AND WHEN DOING THE PAPER the most important thing is to picture ME.

i'll pretty give u a picture of me to stare at(:

cause it'll truly give you luck.

HAHS.

-bleahs-

-&i knoe euu hearts me;

an instant karma of embracing light

2006-05-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

sad thing i had bought all the stuffs for the trip or else i would have change my mind and not go tommorow.

blardiie.

last day of school.how 'NICE'...NOT!

someone had a bad day too.i told him/her to cheer up.

then i said.lets hold hands and jump down from the top storyy together<33

=/ i got to go try and suffocate me.BYE.

-venomous poison of a tortured souL

-I'm depressed-

2006-05-26T13:01:00.000+08:00

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

-by skittles.

She looked down from the mountaintop
Wanting desperately to leap off..
Wanting to fly..
To spread her arms and just fall.

Not a care in the world.
Not a soul to care for..
No one to care for her..
No one left to understand her..
No one to listen to her pleas..

Pleas of sorrow, Pleas of pain..
Head hurting so bad..
Eyes swollen shut..
Not a tear left in her to shed.

Free....She will be free
Fly away little girl..

And be free.

:-by ME.

didnt think depression would made me a person who can writes.

im just a plain old girl.

you can leave me alone in this world already.

-&take cares.

yawns

2006-05-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

im super bored lahs.

absolute NOTHING to do sehs.

from just now nothing to do.

playing the comp is so boring.

no one's online;nothing fun.

sick of editing..

hrmms.then tried to sleep but it ended to no avail.

i feel like taking sleeping pills lahs!
and im not anticipating for drill comp prac tml.

rozian(or hwever her name is spelled) will be there to torture us.

what the hells.she out of this school go out;SHOOSH lah.

come baq as cadet inspector for what waste time.

summore nurse must be kind and gentle not an NPCC officer WHATSS?

-life is sadd.

-toot-

2006-05-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

done packing already..

my bag iss FAATT.

cause its like super full lahs.

and what makes me mad is blardy friendster.

i've been trying to fugging enter but nothing works.i cant go to my homepage but the rest is ok.

BODOHHS.

and mom;will you stop NAGGING;ever?

-killmeFOREVER.

this is for YOU-her-

2006-05-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

i know it may not be easy for you but....here it goes.

you told me once not to care abt her;not to care about her words.
i felt great cause i listened to you.
but hey,look now.you're caring too much about what she said.
and now we're spoiling a friendship so dear.
will you want to act weird;lasting it long?
just cause if someone you used not to care about?
do you think its worth it?cause i dont.
i dont think you do too.
its not suprising that HER words are able to spoil the frenship that we thought stood so strong.
do you want this muteness to persue?
i find it unpleasant.
i miss the fun times,i miss the smiles;the gossips but mostly i miss you;
for the whole day you hadnt say a word nor smiled to any of us;til np came.
but now i guess ur back to the muteness,though i was hoping against hope that it wont be that way.
i dont think none of us like it this way.
imagine if this goes on til melacca trip.
you,me,we will be suffering..
of boredom,missing fun and much more.
the fun planned will not happen.
its so sick thinking about things not going as planned.
its the worst that i could even think of,babe.
i DONT want that.
enggak mauu.
i want the fun;sweetheart.
i know ur mad at them,us,you.
seriously it aint ur fault.
they're just effing jelous that ur loved by THEM much more than they are loved.
and guess why that bitch says she likes you?
caused you got all that that makes ppl love you more than them;including us.
we love you;like it use to be.
we have never blamed you for anything;certainly not this.

i hang on to the words u use to say;our friendship is never like the t1s. and i hope it will never be.
just because they're jelous you're super perfect and so is our friendship.
they made u feel bad;MUST you listen?
take your own advice for a change dear.
like all u use to give me.
its efficient.

even though ina said"even if we get back before the trip,there'll be gaps"
well.i agree.but its better den nth.from there,we can work things out and it will just be like before.
let the melacca trip's fun make u forget all the craps;will ya?

i hope.i wish.i trust...you would make this promise.
tell me you'll be alright and your old self in school for the rest of the years.
i can never bear to see good friends not even exchanging glances.
nabila couldnt evn believe that.
i know we have the best friendship;so lets show it?(:
ie love eu.

im sorry,she's sorry;we're sorry
STOP reminiscing and crying about the past and start anew<33

and to the other GIRL i thought i knew..
my friend told me not to trust you too much.
i thought for long and it became sensible to me why.
go to your dearest if u love them so much.
why come to us;ever?
from now;i never wanna see ya bragging bout ur fugging probs with them and come crawling for moral support from us.
u were never too true to us.
TRUE FRIENDSHIP;is ours.open your eyes and look.
it was picture perfect during our BIG funshot.
im gladd u wer'nt the extra der.
you and ur bloody COOL frens can piss off now.

AND tell dem to stop murdering each and everyone of us SLOOOWLY.
ur effing backstabbing days aint working anymore.
OUR pillar of friendship's too strong to be brought down.
you can NEVER destroy it.
and dare you do.

-you'll see;fucker.

bahhs!

2006-05-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

bahhs.i thought ending school would be nice but NOOO.school activities had to change it all.

tuesday:npcc
wednesday:npcc
thursday:-REST-or melacca trip planning?
friday:NP till six with the laydee bitch xP
sat-mon:melacca trip(worth it i guess?)
following days:oral exams
MONTH OF JUNE:overloaded with SCHOOL.
e.g:atc,civil defence,np supporting contigent training.piangss.but we'll be missing out on KAYAKING!!must we really wait til end of year?boos,

can i just slack at home?lols.layzzee

to all np peeps:be shure to be the best school okayhs?practice.practice.practice x) MUAHHS.hahs.

(:

2006-05-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog about something bad but finally something nice to blog about.

THANKS FOR TALKING TO US AGAIN;IT REALLY MADE OUR DAY(:

seriously;thanks.hehes.

ehh,who knows if pumps are allowed for the melacca trip?they're still shoes whatts. x)

i dun wan track schoes.super troublesome plus nid socks.wahh piang.

adding on to my load are two pe shirts already.AHHHS.

not mentioning ugly;bright;yellow PE shirts.how embarrasing!

My Bloody Murder

2006-05-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

i feel like killing myself;ending all the miseries.

i'd rather be off dead then suffering here and now.

its like effing depressing lahs.

i hate it mans.

i just cant take it no more.

ie suckk.

f*ck mie.

sunday boredom

2006-05-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

went out with my dad and his friend's family.go shop;AGAIN.

hahas.kinda fun cause i like to hang out with them so kecoh mans.

hahas.firstly went to their house.

then go eat at some restaurant and went jalan-jalan at i don't know where.

haha.i don't bother to know lahs.

ok..sian..chiao.

shopping(;

2006-05-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

haha.on fri i shopped w/o my sisters so on sat they begged my mom to bring them shopping.

sadly we had no aim of where to head first.

so we went east point(so kental),junction 8 and then bugis.

was tiring and boring lahh cause i hate it when my smallest sister comes along.kecohrable.

hahas...bought nothing much actually.tengok-tengok aje bynk cause i didnt really like the things there.

it kills.

2006-05-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

hahs.

after much depression..

me and mum decided to shop around orchard.

haharze.was freaking tiring seehss.

spent hundreds i guess?lols.heckk.

my mood being ok is more impt.

but the pissing part is that all the way from orchard to tamp mrt station had to stand in the mrt.

dalah penatt gler..

ahh,feel like pelangkong-ing the mrt for being so small.if it had a head lahh(ina thought me x))

super tired now and no ones online..

i gotta squander my time away till TWELVE pm to the least to wish ina darl a happy birthday on the dot.i hope i'll be the ferz for the day.though she might already be sleeping or so x)

and a shoutout to my girls.

-I LOVE YOU BABES!muahs.

have i said it before?well heck.i wanna say it a million and one times(;

effing days&beautiful ones.

2006-05-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

fuck today and yestd.

was so pissing lahh.

so many tears shed.

oh goshh,wssup?

hols are coming and tears are shed day and day over again?

ehh.stop this shit mans.

i hate la yestd.

and today was cause of results!-bleahs-

i know im dumb that's why i don't bother too much and won't bother to cry..

to people like farina syg,myrah love,fatin dear,izah swits and adwyna darl..cheers kays?

be happy you got all better than mie.and you should really be proud of yourselves.

mac with my babes and syam was rocking.

as usual,the crapping was the fun part.

haha.the fries game for syam,the mother-daddy talk,the little girl named dia,myrah's shoes and many more.

you guys give me incredible and unforgettable times lahh!

i love you guys.

haha;pity ina and myrah lepas tu ade bende np nk uat...

hahas.ina;i wish the best birthday for you giirl;tommorow(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE<33

I love you girls for everything.and syam;ur one of us(: and i want your pic.nak editt!!!give mee x)

-&i will love you forever.

kiLLingTime

2006-05-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

thought i would enjoy this day off but its like super boring..

excluding the fact that i went out in the early afternoon and now it seems i've been online since ages and no other person is.

so boring,how come my friends aren't online?

don't tell me they all went out.

ohh gossh,they are super enjoying.

GAAHHS!

-toots-

2006-05-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

no;don't do what you are about to do.

don't;DONT;seperate us FOUR.

its bad enough u caused chaos by bringing another class along.

and six people in an apartment with double beds.

oh joy;all that we did not want.

and now;you're gonna place us with people we DESPICE.like seriously disgustingg.

it is beyond my comprehension why you would do such a thing.

-&i thought u wer nice.

2006-05-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

my life's just like a PROLONGED MESS

and im tangled in between.

im sick of being miee.

i feel like stabbing my heart.

a stab a day would do just nice.

i tored my brain apart.

i broke myself into millions of pieces.

i cant stand this THING anymore.

sometimes i wonder;actually all the time;that im just so dumb i dont belong in a normal school.i shall belong to the group of insane retards,maybe at woodbridge,maybe at the school with nice children who have some physical or mental disorder.maybe i was just born stupid.by luck and chnce i was brought to a normal school.i may never know;its true.

-oh,how i wish i didn't exist.

2006-05-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

i can cry cause i misplaced or somehow rather lost my maths file.my efforts so far~!! urgghh.the thought just boils mee up..

HEY YOU!thanks for the somesort of HI which kinda cheered me up.lol.i mumbled the reply didnt i?still shcked i guess :/ hrrms.

i won't be studying for maths because i got geog to study and no math file to go tru!!

and guess what?i havent started studying for bio,physics,chem and grammar.OMFG.

like im so dead,yes?

-theTEMPTATIONofTHErazor-slitswrist